S.O.S please someone help me its not healthy for me to feel this right...
Life sure takes you on unexpected twists.
I have spent so much time with Izzy lately, its crazy. No, we arent together, we are still venturing. Taking it slow is a very good idea.
I don't think I have ever gotten this close to someone, this fast. No, I know I havent. I have never laid in someone's arms and told my deepest darkest secrets. I have never cried in front of someone and had them hold me and tell me just to cry, to let go. I have never had someone understand like him. I have never had someone who I felt wouldn't judge me. I have never had someone that would hold me while I talk about everything and not run from it, run from me.
Right now he is in Florida visiting his parents and other family members. He was freaked about going cuz his parents are the worst. He isnt out as trans to his parents. So, while at home he has to pretend to be a girl again. Its hard for him. I let him take my class ring with him, so he could take a part of me, to keep him smiling(hopefully).
My class ring hasn't left my hand since I got it my senior year.
He let me borrow his car while he is away.
I still am surprised that this is happening.
I trust him with everything, except my heart...but I don't trust anyone with my heart.
I have spent so much time with Izzy lately, its crazy. No, we arent together, we are still venturing. Taking it slow is a very good idea.
I don't think I have ever gotten this close to someone, this fast. No, I know I havent. I have never laid in someone's arms and told my deepest darkest secrets. I have never cried in front of someone and had them hold me and tell me just to cry, to let go. I have never had someone understand like him. I have never had someone who I felt wouldn't judge me. I have never had someone that would hold me while I talk about everything and not run from it, run from me.
Right now he is in Florida visiting his parents and other family members. He was freaked about going cuz his parents are the worst. He isnt out as trans to his parents. So, while at home he has to pretend to be a girl again. Its hard for him. I let him take my class ring with him, so he could take a part of me, to keep him smiling(hopefully).
My class ring hasn't left my hand since I got it my senior year.
He let me borrow his car while he is away.
I still am surprised that this is happening.
I trust him with everything, except my heart...but I don't trust anyone with my heart.