Idiot=me
Ya know, I feel like such an ass. My blocking my last lj post didnt work. So now I am more of an ass then I was before.
Let me tell you all, I dont like hurting people. I would rather hurt myself then others. I swear someone could kick me repeatedly to a bloody pulp and if they hurt their foot I would apologize. Yes, cuz thats how fucking concerned I am about everyone else. I rant to friends and on lj about those that hurt me. But when it comes down to hurting someone I will just run away and cry.
I hate the situations I get into. I take the blame for a lot of this.
I think the main thing that I hate, though, is when I do block it from others, its for a reason. So please, to everyone out there. If I have a post that I do and its blocked from some people, DO NOT let them read it. There is a reason I block it. When its blocked, it means I want to be honest about everything and not worry how others feel right then. Or if there is the way I feel that I want to talk about but I dont want others to know, it shouldnt be shared. If you think that they should know, thats your opinion, keep it to yourself, suck it up, and leave my lj out of this.
I have this lj so I can vent, get things out, and deal with it. Not to hurt others or cause drama. Yeah sometimes I screw up and the wrong person reads the lj. Thats my fuck up. I apologize for that. Believe me I have been beating myself up about the situation. Ask my friends. They will tell you.
Let me tell you all, I dont like hurting people. I would rather hurt myself then others. I swear someone could kick me repeatedly to a bloody pulp and if they hurt their foot I would apologize. Yes, cuz thats how fucking concerned I am about everyone else. I rant to friends and on lj about those that hurt me. But when it comes down to hurting someone I will just run away and cry.
I hate the situations I get into. I take the blame for a lot of this.
I think the main thing that I hate, though, is when I do block it from others, its for a reason. So please, to everyone out there. If I have a post that I do and its blocked from some people, DO NOT let them read it. There is a reason I block it. When its blocked, it means I want to be honest about everything and not worry how others feel right then. Or if there is the way I feel that I want to talk about but I dont want others to know, it shouldnt be shared. If you think that they should know, thats your opinion, keep it to yourself, suck it up, and leave my lj out of this.
I have this lj so I can vent, get things out, and deal with it. Not to hurt others or cause drama. Yeah sometimes I screw up and the wrong person reads the lj. Thats my fuck up. I apologize for that. Believe me I have been beating myself up about the situation. Ask my friends. They will tell you.