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So well, I have officially like 3 days, or like 2 until I go to church camp and I'm effin pumped! Oh and I've realized I love whiskey!!! LOL! I don't know, but maybe it's because I'm a lightweight and can get like buzzed over like 3 shots...LOL! Then I won't have steal too much of my mom's whiskey for her to notice. She just needs to give up drinking and give me the rest...LOL! Yeah, a 17 year old drinking a whole fifth or like half gallon of whiskey all by herself....LOL....can you say alcohol poisoning...LOL! No....but I am like tired right now, but am TOTALLY proud of my mom. She graduated from Clatsop CC....and I'm just overwhelmingly proud of her since she has worked for this for a long time, and now she has done it. I just can't describe how proud I am of her. I love it! LOL! And I'm really pumped about church camp, but I am confused about a boy. He is 14, and I am 17. I like him, and I don't know if he likes me but we flirt all the time. The only thing (he said....I think) that is stopping us from going out is the age difference....maybe things will change next year because he's going to my school. I don't even know if I like him. And my stupid lil sisters friend thinks I'm obsessed with him. But I am NOT! You wanna know who's obsessed.....FREAKING ANGEL! It's like creepy obsessed, like no one should ever be that obsessed. He said that he doesn't know if he would ever go out with her because he finds it creepy that she is SO obsessed. Me and him have an extraordinarily great friendship, and I don't know. I'm just really confused about this whole situation....OMFG though....Gregory Rookstool IS SO FUCKING HOTT!!! I can't even believe. But I wouldn't admit it to him, because I am so insecure about myself that I would never tell anyone....or any guy that I like them, cuz I'm always afraid of being shot down....it's sad... But hey, I'm going to go. BYE BYE!