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Muchly hacked off tonight and I don't really know why.
I'm am very bored. I have nothing to do - it's very strange to suddenly have completly free days with not even one thing to do. It's hard and I'm really struggling to stop myself from just falling apart.
I actually went to bed today at 4 and slept for two hours. That's not good.
My Brother's gone out and that irked me slightly. He has loads of work to do and also had a cold. He doesn't seem to be able to spare 10 minutes to spend with us but he's gone out tonight with his mates. It's because he doesn't like to let them down I know, but I actually feel quite let down by him myself. He's just oblivious to everything that goes on around him.
I can't even do that much because all my stuff is in boxes whilst my room gets decorated.
So yes, everything is winding me up right now. I don't know what to do with myself.
I'm am very bored. I have nothing to do - it's very strange to suddenly have completly free days with not even one thing to do. It's hard and I'm really struggling to stop myself from just falling apart.
I actually went to bed today at 4 and slept for two hours. That's not good.
My Brother's gone out and that irked me slightly. He has loads of work to do and also had a cold. He doesn't seem to be able to spare 10 minutes to spend with us but he's gone out tonight with his mates. It's because he doesn't like to let them down I know, but I actually feel quite let down by him myself. He's just oblivious to everything that goes on around him.
I can't even do that much because all my stuff is in boxes whilst my room gets decorated.
So yes, everything is winding me up right now. I don't know what to do with myself.