long time no update ha.
I never update this thing anymore. I really do want to start updating. Not the gay ass “this is what happened today shit” anymore. I actually want to put my feelings and everything that I’m thinking in here for now on. I want to use this thing for like a get away’, if I’m angry about something talk about it in here. No one reads this anymore or even uses live journal anymore. That stuff was done 8th grade summer going into 9th and I’m in 11th grade now I feel like such a loser. I think that’s the reason I basically stopped using this is because nobody else was. Once in awhile I am going to type about my day just because I like going back when I’m bored on days and reading all of the stuff that I wrote it makes me laugh and smile. It also makes me said because I wish I could go back to some of that stuff.
I do however want to update about this Friday because it was interesting. Friday was the first basketball game for this year. I went with a totally different crew because everyone I went with last year graduated. It was sad I miss everything last year, I miss the people I hung out with and the times that we had, I miss me kali Erica Kristen Ashley etc…all getting together and making shirts and then going to the game and our team kicking ass and making it to states (cause we wont be going there this year in any sport) we lived for those Fridays last year. I miss us all talking to someone on the basketball team Erica and jared, kali and Derek, me and murph, leslie and harv. Then going back to usually murphs house and drinking or watching movies. It was just like our routine for so long. That’s what I hate about memories you just take those moments for granted. You get so used to them. Then with the blink of an eye they are gone. At first you don’t notice. But then one day you just remember and it’s like wow! I don’t know it was just sad.
After them game I went to sheetz and then to pizza hutt with ginger Abby Christina and Danielle. Then me and Christina just went back to her house and chilled. Brandon and Scotty came to pick us up and we both went back to Brandon’s dorm. Brandon has a gay ass roommate Paul. I literally hate his guts. He’s the only person on this earth that I hate and being a Christian I don’t hate anyone, but for him I have my exceptions. We used to fight all the time, I fucking took a huge rock and rubbed it all over his car. Then when he and Brandon got into a fight he left and didn’t come back for two weeks. When he finally did come back they didn’t say one word to each other the two weeks that he has been there. Like every time I was there it was the most awkward situation ever. Since him and Brandon weren’t talking at all and it was like a dead silence whenever I went there, I wasn’t going to say anything either. So basically for that month I didn’t say one word to him. Anyways when we all walked into Brandon’s dorm Paul had the couch turned around and the cable cord in his new computer. He always does shit like that to annoy us because he knows the only thing me and Brandon ever do when we are there is watch TV. So we were like since he isn’t here lets get back at him and turn the couch around, childish I know but we were getting back. When we were in the process of moving it around he walked in and we were basically almost shit ourselves. He just stood there not saying one word as always and looked pissed. That was real awkward so we just left and went and got something to eat. Christina and I stole so many Christmas ornaments off this decoration tree it was seriously so funny you had to be there but I was laughing so hard I pissed my pants. When we got back to the dorm I saw Paul in the RA’s room. Then a few minutes later the RA came to the door and ask to talk to Brandon she told him that Paul was concerned about my age since I’m only 16, seriously that stupid piece of shit he’s not worried that I’m 16 he’s tried to hook up with all of my friends. So Brandon had to go and have a meeting with the RA and Paul. It was basically mutual. Paul actually started talking to Brandon. Then out of no where Paul was like Brandon can I talk to you. He asked if I was sleeping over and Brandon said yes. So Paul went and told the RA for the second time. The RA basically told Brandon that I have to leave. HOLF FUCK we were pissed! I guess Brandon threatened Paul, Paul told Brandon that he’s moving out. So really in the long run we win that battle but I’m still thinking of what I’m going to do to him.
This was way to long. It took me over an hour to type everything. I feel good about updating this now. I’m for sure going to try to update this more often,