Title: Love Complex
Length: 10/??
Author:JadeXScandal
Rating: overall NC17
Pairings: YooSu (main), YunJae (side), MinSu(one sided).
Themes: Romance, smut, Angst and some fluff at times.
Warning: Unbetaed, Yaoi, BoyXBoy, you name it!
Disclaimer: I'm still saving my money., & banner made by
aiko103 Summary for this chapter: Junsu trusts Yoochun with his past, finally bringing them closer together, while Jaejoong tries his best effort not to show his sadness. But Changmin sees right through him.
A/N: Chapter 10 already 0_____o it's going quite fast, and I'm still not sure how much chapters there will be!
Previous Chapters:
Prologue - The salvation Chapter 1 - Seduction Chapter 2 - Find your muse Chapter 3 - Sexual Education and Cosplay Chapter 4 - Discovered Chapter 5 - Morning excercises and betrayal Chapter 6 - Tell me the truth Chapter 7a - Cheating (part 1) Chapter 7b - Cheating (part 2) Chapter 8 - Open up your heart Chapter 9 - Why make up sex is the best sex you can have. Note:
-This fic will be updated every Monday
-There had been a little confusion about the way they address Jaejoong in this fic, if you don't remember, then read the
Character profiles , I can remember I mentioned the reason there. Hopes it clears up the confusion :).
- The text the italic parts are the Junsu's (and sometimes Yoochun's) thoughts.
Chapter 10 - Extra turtoring
"One for the money and the free rides, it's two for the lie that you denied , All rise, All rise." Junsu sang while he walked around Yoochun apartment, drying his hair with a towel, when he saw Yoochun sitting on the couch he grinned, took a sprint and landed right on the older's lap. "Ya, Yoochun, what are we going to do today?"
Yoochun patted Junsu on his head. "Why do you ask?"
"Just because." Junsu giggled, pressing his lips on Yoochun's cheek. "It's Saturday, so that means no school right!"
"Oh.. That." Yoochun rubbed the back of his head, actually, he thought he could start extra tutoring today... But Junsu seemed to have some other ideas in mind. "Well... Actually.."
"NO! WAIT! Don't say anything!" Junsu squeaked as he miffled Yoochun by covering his mouth. "Let's do something fun, no! Let's go out! I want to go somewhere please~"
Why did Junsu had to beg like that? After last night Junsu had changed to his normal, outgoing self again. Yoochun was glad to see him like that again, he had been a little depressed that time Junsu was trying to avoid him. He couldn't be more happy than he was right now, since everything was back on track again.
But now, he had to disappoint the boy. "Junsu-ah, I'm terribly sorry but... We have to start extra tutoring."
"Extra... tutoring?!"
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"Jaejoong... ya... Jaejoong?" A voice spook to him in a sweet, soft volume, it was good to Jaejoong's ears. Slowly he opened his eyes and stared into 2 round eyes, 2 familiar eyes. "C-Changmin?"
"Thank god you're awake, I was really worrying you know." The younger said with a modest smile on his face.
Jaejoong was just staring at him, where was he? And why was Changmin here? Slowly he started to remember what happened the night before. The argument he had with Yunho... What did he do after that? "Err... Changmin... Where am I?"
"At my house of course." Changmin replied when he headed for the kitchen. "I found you some blocks away sleeping on a park bench, I couldn't let you stay there like that."
"Oh..." Slowly Jaejoong got up from the couch and let his eyes wander around Changmin's living room, it was nicely established, but it didn't seem like he was the only one living here. He looked at the blanket that covered him, a big, green blanket with little deer on it, Jaejoong chuckled at the cuteness.
Changmin came back not long after with a bowl of soup. "Sorry I have nothing better to offer, I'm not that good at cooking." Jaejoong beamed thankfully at him and took the warm bowl.
"Thank you..." The soup wasn't the best he ever had, but he was grateful of Changmin's kind offer, he had never thought the guy could be so nice since he was the one threatening his relationship with Yunho.
"So, what were you doing all on your own at night, sleeping on a bench?" He asked when he took a seat on the couch opposite the school nurse.
"I'd rather not talk about that.." Changmin nodded.
"I understand... Well, if you want you can wash up before you'll go back to Yunho-shii, I'm sure he's worried about you."
When he heard the man’s name Jaejoong dropped the spoon per accident, spilling the hot soup on his clothes. "Ouch.. Oh no..." Jaejoong said distressed, his white shirt was drenched with the red liquid, that would leave quite a stain.
Changmin was at his side extremely fast, buttoning the shirt from Jaejoong's body. Jaejoong was startled. "C-Changmin!"
"It could burn your skin if you left it on, I'll wash it for you."
"O-Okay.." Jaejoong was taken aback by Changmin's kindness.... His mind, that should be full of dirty, hardcore porn, was actually different than expected. He was so nice. He snuggled up on the couch again, with the blanket covering up his now exposed chest.
This was such a different environment he was used to. "Changminnie~ Are you up already?" A sweet woman's voice called, the door swung open and Jaejoong saw a kind-looking woman, dressed in a sleeping gown, entering the living room. "Oh dear, who are you young man?"
"I... I'm Kim Jaejoong, Ahjumma." Jaejoong quickly responded to her and got up from the couch, hiding his bare chest with the blanket.
The lady chuckled at him. "Oh, you must be one of Changmin's friends, it was about time he would bring someone home, I'm Shim Hee Jin, but Ahjumma is alright with me."
So this was Changmin's mother? She looked so kind, Jaejoong blushed. "N-Nice to meet you."
"Jaejoong, your shirt will be clean in a little hour, I brought something to we-" Changmin got in too, when he saw his mother he smiled. "Umma, Good morning."
"My little boy, why didn't you tell me you were bringing over a friend?" Mrs. Shim said while squeezing his cheeks. "I could prepare something for the both of you."
"Ah Umma, don't be like this." Changmin scratched the back of his head. "I don’t think Jaejoong wants to sta-“
“I’d love to have breakfast with you, Ahjumma!” Jaejoong said quickly when he tugged Changmin’s shirt out of his hands and put it on. “I can also help you prepare if you need help?”
“Aigo! Changminnie, your friend is so nice!” Mrs. Shim said happily. “Unlike some in our house.” Her eyes turned to her son, who sighed. “I’d would be nice to have someone to help me for once, hehe.”
When Jaejoong was about to follow Changmin’s mother to the kitchen, but Changmin took his wrist. “Jaejoong, it’s okay, she can do it herself.”
“No, it’s the least I can do, you already took care of me so.” Jaejoong replied, smiling brightly when he got into the kitchen.
Changmin scratched the back of his head and shrugged his shoulders. “Alright then..”
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“Yoochun~ I’m bored!” Junsu nagged when he was staring at the long English text he had to read. “It’s Saturday, I thought we were going to do something fun today…”
Yoochun sighed. “You only have to read this text, c’mon it’s not that hard.”
Upset Junsu slammed his head against the kitchen table. “Ouch Ouch… “
“Oh, Junsu-ah don’t be like this.” Yoochun chuckled when he wrapped his arms around Junsu’s waist, his lips found the boy’s cheek. “Just read it, after that I promise we’ll do something fun.”
Junsu turned his head to see the sly smile on the teacher’s face. “Really?” “Really, the earlier you read the text the faster we’ll do something fun.”
That was the drive Junsu needed to start reading, actually his accent was kind of good, Yoochun was surprised when he was listening to the boy’s reading. It was strange though, his English was good… But then, why did he score such low grades in class?
When Junsu was done reading he focused his big, shiny eyes on the teacher. “That wasn’t that good.. Was it?”
Yoochun leaned closer and cupped the student’s soft cheeks. “Well actually, I’m kinda surprised to hear you speak English like that, Junsu-ah.”
“Ah! Really?!” Junsu made a little triumph dance on the chair before Yoochun pulled him on his lap, pressing his lips on Junsu’s.
“But, if you’re this good at English, why don’t you score well?” Yoochun asked curiously.
“Well… Actually that’s….” Junsu bit on his lip. “I did get good grades when I was younger… But even when I’d have the highest grade in my class they wouldn’t pay attention to me…”
“They? Who wouldn’t pay attention to you?” The past had always been a hard subject to Junsu, he’d never really had friends so he wouldn’t tell anyone else his problems.. His parents were never there for him, acting like he didn’t exist. He decided it was better to finally get his past of his chest..
While he snuggled up against Yoochun’s chest he started to tell the teacher: Junsu wasn’t the only child in his family, he had an younger sister, Yun Jin. The girl was born with Autism, something his parents couldn’t understand, couldn’t handle. So when they found out about his sister’s illness they focused all their care and love on the little girl. Junsu was left to take care of himself.
At first he didn’t really blame them, he understood Yun Jin needed that extra care. But somehow when he grew older his parents started to put more pressure on him. They would produce all their anger on their son, Junsu couldn’t do anything else but rebellize against them.
That was a mistake. They told him he was a disgrace to their family, that he was blaming his parents for Yun Jin’s state, for being selfish. That was all a lie, but Junsu took it too serious. He thought by trying to get good grades, to be a good student would made them see he could be a good son. But how hard he tried, it didn’t pay off at all.
Then, maybe he could exactly the opposite from what he did before. By scoring low grades he thought he could get his parents attention. But the same thing happened. Absolutely nothing.
Junsu never received love from his parents, actually from no one. Most of the time he’d be on his own.
After a while, he thought he couldn’t take a life like this anymore, days before he decided to jump of the viaduct he had been hanging around that place, looking down at the road beneath it. He doubted. Should he do this? Or did he want to go on with the life he had now?
It took him 5 days to find out he didn’t want this to continue. It would be better for everybody around him, his parents, his family… Yun Jin.. And of course, better for himself, too.
He couldn’t take the awful words they told him every day. He couldn’t take the furious glares his parents gave him when he’d come home from school. It even rained the day he tried to make an end of his life.
When he was falling down, ready to hit the ground and die a vital death, Yoochun saved him.
The nicest thing someone did for him in his whole life.
Junsu never learnt what love was. He never felt that warm feeling he felt when he was at Yoochun’s for the first time, when he saw Yoochun’s concerned face. To hear his deep words or see his body. The way his heart was beating scared him at first, but not long after he knew what it meant.
He owed his life to the teacher.
While Yoochun was listening to Junsu’s heartbreaking past he finally understood why he was so insecure or careless at times. He was in an unknown situation, where someone finally gave him the attention he needed so much. He noticed Junsu was crying. He wrapped his arms around the student and kissed his forehead. “Junsu-ah, thank you.”
Junsu lifted his head. Yoochun could see pure sadness in his eyes. “T-Thank you for w-what?”
“For telling me this, now you told me about all this I finally understand..” Yoochun whispered against Junsu’s cheek, kissing the tears away. “You don’t have to worry anymore, I’ll take care of you.”
“Y-Yoochun…”
“Shh.. Don’t cry anymore, Junsu-ah..”
This was exactly what Junsu needed. Someone who could soothe him when he was crying. The gap that was in his heart .. Yoochun filled it up.
Junsu caressed Yoochun’s cheek, first kissed his nose before pressing his lips against both his cheeks and lips. Their kiss was sweet but slowly changed to a rougher embrace. Tongues collided, saliva dripped from their lips and the teacher’s hands touched the student’s fine ass.
Slowly they got aware of each other’s hard-on, rubbing against each other when they broke their kiss. They exchanged smiles. “Junsu-ah, I might need some help, I have a little problem down there.”
Junsu grinned and got his hand down Yoochun’s pants. When he touched the hard meat he was getting even more aroused. He was still amazed how big the teacher was. “What do you want me to do.. Yoochun-shii?”
“Hmm, I think a shower would be good.”
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“Ahjumma, thank you for the delicious breakfast.” Jaejoong said grateful when he and Changmin were gathering the plates for the dishes.
Mrs. Shim smiled happily and pinched Jaejoong’s cheek. “Don’t only thank me, Jaejoongie, You helped me out a lot!”
By that compliment Jaejoong was shocked. He never really had a compliment for anything he did for Yunho.. He never received compliments for that guy. Jaejoong blushed when he turned around to the sink and started to wash the plates. It was so different from what he was used to.
“Jaejoong, you’ve been washing the same plate for over a minute, I think it’s clean now.” Changmin said to him. Jaejoong snapped back out of his thoughts and handed the plate over to the other.
“I’m sorry..”
Changmin sighed and dried the plate. “It’s okay, you must be tired.”
“No… I’m alright.”
“Are you sure?”
“Eh?”
Changmin put the dried plates back in the cupboards. “I don’t think you’re alright when you’re sleeping outside, you could have caught a cold or something.”
“That’s… I was just on my way home, I think I became too tired…”
“Do you think it’s strange as I say I don’t believe you?”
“…. No.”
Was it so obvious ? Was it so clear that something happened the night before? Jaejoong bit on his lip as he put a mug on the dry rack. He knew Changmin was known to be quite sharp. Even though he tried so hard to hide his sadness, it seemed impossible.
“If you want you can tell me what’s wrong.”
“I’ve nothing to tell you, Changmin-shii.”
“Has it something to do with Headmaster Yunho-shii?” With that Jaejoong dropped a mug, it was shattered to pieces once the ceramic hit the ground. The shards were everywhere on the ground, in the middle was Jaejoong who was on his knees now. His head hung low and tears poured out of his eyes.
“Jaejoong…”
“No… D-Don’t touch me…”
Changmin pulled his hand back. He was in some serious trouble. “If you’re not going to tell me I’ll never know how to help you..” He squatted to clean up the ceramic shards on the floor.
“I-It’s none of your business…”
What did he have to do now. He knew Yunho used him, that he didn’t love him. But he couldn’t just blurt it all out. He still loved Yunho, how bad he even treated him.
He didn’t need help.
Or did he?
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Jade's words:
♥ -This took me SOOOO long T____T I'm sorry for neglecting this fic!
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