without you todays emotions would be the scurf of yesterday.
hey so stephen lynch and alan davies are pretty cool guys.
so basically one of my housemates FINALLY moves in today, i wont be alone anymore and i will have someone to cook and clean for instead of my passers in the night (not in the dirty sense, just random friends)
unfortunately shes come the night before 11 of my friends come to stay in this fabulous 5 bedroom house and it should make for entertainment.
anyway, im getting pretty sick of being taken advantage of. im a pretty chilled out person but im so easily manipulated and knowing it yet letting it continue happen seems to be my tragic flaw. Ive recently noticed i will do almost anything to keep my friends happy, like putting myself out to the extremes, this problem with this is having friends who take this for granted and when i actually decide to have a backbone and stand up for myself they get ridiculously pissed off at me and wont talk to me for the day (seriously what kind of friends are these?)
The thing is MOST of time i really dont mind, i like cooking/cleaning/catering for my friends, i dont care if you smoke in my living room and if you break something, oh well who gives a fuck it can be replaced, BUT THERE ARE LIMITS DAMN IT!
of course i do have the good friends who understand that sometimes what they want cant go according to plan but when im sat in a car and my friend invites four guys ive never even met before to my house without even turning round and asking me. (i mean im sat RIGHT THERE) isnt that kind of rude?
basically this rant is just to get it off my chest, to be fair i dont think anyone really reads this anymore.
also i woke up pretty pissed off cause i just watched every single one of my friends get killed in a horrible final destination type manner in my dream last night so today isnt going so well. fuck.
so basically one of my housemates FINALLY moves in today, i wont be alone anymore and i will have someone to cook and clean for instead of my passers in the night (not in the dirty sense, just random friends)
unfortunately shes come the night before 11 of my friends come to stay in this fabulous 5 bedroom house and it should make for entertainment.
anyway, im getting pretty sick of being taken advantage of. im a pretty chilled out person but im so easily manipulated and knowing it yet letting it continue happen seems to be my tragic flaw. Ive recently noticed i will do almost anything to keep my friends happy, like putting myself out to the extremes, this problem with this is having friends who take this for granted and when i actually decide to have a backbone and stand up for myself they get ridiculously pissed off at me and wont talk to me for the day (seriously what kind of friends are these?)
The thing is MOST of time i really dont mind, i like cooking/cleaning/catering for my friends, i dont care if you smoke in my living room and if you break something, oh well who gives a fuck it can be replaced, BUT THERE ARE LIMITS DAMN IT!
of course i do have the good friends who understand that sometimes what they want cant go according to plan but when im sat in a car and my friend invites four guys ive never even met before to my house without even turning round and asking me. (i mean im sat RIGHT THERE) isnt that kind of rude?
basically this rant is just to get it off my chest, to be fair i dont think anyone really reads this anymore.
also i woke up pretty pissed off cause i just watched every single one of my friends get killed in a horrible final destination type manner in my dream last night so today isnt going so well. fuck.