through the keyhole i watched you dress
its really cool being me and being here
im pretty much really enjoying that
i found out two days ago that my best gay friend had never told anyone about being gay, i was the first person he ever told (that made me feel amazingly happy that he trusted me that much) and i talked to him about it and he kept it a secret for 6 years because he was afraid. his parents still don't know and that got me thinking about how much he must have suffered for 6 years, how unhappy he must have been basically pretending to be someone he wasn't. i would never ever want to have to live with something like that, have to be somebody i wasn't...
anyway
im going to see matt in one month and 5 days and ive never been more excited for anything, this christmas is going to be the best christmas/birthday ever. also i finally become legal here so im pretty excited for that.
im pretty much really enjoying that
i found out two days ago that my best gay friend had never told anyone about being gay, i was the first person he ever told (that made me feel amazingly happy that he trusted me that much) and i talked to him about it and he kept it a secret for 6 years because he was afraid. his parents still don't know and that got me thinking about how much he must have suffered for 6 years, how unhappy he must have been basically pretending to be someone he wasn't. i would never ever want to have to live with something like that, have to be somebody i wasn't...
anyway
im going to see matt in one month and 5 days and ive never been more excited for anything, this christmas is going to be the best christmas/birthday ever. also i finally become legal here so im pretty excited for that.