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Got my yearly evaluation a few days ago. It was middle of the road rating the basic "you are doing good but not great, we like you but if you fell off the edge of earth we won't blink/notice your absence." In hindsight I realize some of stuff said/read from the paper I disagree with and actually pisses me off and makes me irate mainly over the fact I can't do anything about it - this is their option of me and that will not change for an entire year. So what's the point of improving? I won't get anything for it or be recognized. Long as I don't do worse it really doesn't matter what I do.
I don't brown nose and go "look what I did!" I do things, more than they seem to realize and keep my mouth shut because I don't like drawing attention to myself/being in the spot light - in fact I hate it. I suppose that's the trick though and in about 48 weeks I'll try to remember to turn on "the oh my god I'm so AWESOME!" behavior and have it noticed just in time for my next review.
But hopefully a certain phone call/email Jason (and I) are waiting for will come and everything will improve ten fold and all of this will just be in the past.
I don't brown nose and go "look what I did!" I do things, more than they seem to realize and keep my mouth shut because I don't like drawing attention to myself/being in the spot light - in fact I hate it. I suppose that's the trick though and in about 48 weeks I'll try to remember to turn on "the oh my god I'm so AWESOME!" behavior and have it noticed just in time for my next review.
But hopefully a certain phone call/email Jason (and I) are waiting for will come and everything will improve ten fold and all of this will just be in the past.