Tears locked away
I was thinking the other day. I really can't remember the last time I cried. I didn't cry when 9/11 happened. I still don't understand why that is. I'm usually a very sensitive person and that day and the days following it made me very sad. But I never cried. Right now I'm feel pretty down and sad. Like I want or better yet need to cry. I can't! Yeah I'm so fucked up in so many countless ways. Beck said it best..... I'm a loser so why don't you kill me?