Dec 20, 2004 16:12
so i arrived last night after flying in from san francisco.
i'm dying already.
after a year of nightly sex, how am i supposed to survive three weeks with none?
i thought about refraining from ALL sexual things over this break (in other words, no masturbating), just to make it that much better when i go back to my boy, make me that much hornier, much tighter, much more ready to fuck and fuck for hours.
unfortunately, i broke that today. i couldn't stand it, reading through all the communities i've joined, sitting here in front of my computer after my shower, just glancing through a few entries before becoming intrigued, then becoming wet, then just... coming.
alas.
i want my boy.
three weeks is painful shit.
madly addicted to that boy.