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I am the biggest liar when I'm drunk. I say things in order to provoke responses that I want if I'm not getting them because when I'm drunk, all I care about is myself (more than when I'm sober, imagine that!). And I wake up the next morning, and nothing that I whined about the night before means shit to me. The only lasting thoughts in my head EVER are something along the lines of "Why the fuck did I say that" and "I hope whoever I said it to doesn't take me seriously as a person when I'm intoxicated." I don't know why I drink. I know that everyone can agree that I do this ALL THE TIME. Some people are more frequent victims than others, and for that I apologize.
I'm trying to think of a New Year's Resolution. Seeing that problem with myself makes me want to center it around avoiding those types of situations after my most recent ones smooth over.
I'm trying to think of a New Year's Resolution. Seeing that problem with myself makes me want to center it around avoiding those types of situations after my most recent ones smooth over.