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I miss
- being in high school when I thought life was hard and I'd never get out, but being able to look forward to being here.
- going to MY room at MY house that isnt my room or my house anymore.
- having a constant address
- Angela, Sophia, Skylar, Lewis and sometimes still Dana
- Seeing my mommy
- Having a job that requires more than stuffing and sealing envelopes.
- Living close to Vincent
- Having the energy to put on makeup and do my hair just because I want to, not because I'm going to see vince
- having a regular schedule
- being able to go for a walk when it's dark without being scared or feeling in danger
- having some concept of what I want to do with my life
I hate that I took for granted the simplest things, and never got to enjoy being a kid before I had to start growing up more. I'm scared that I'm doing so much that I wont get to enjoy college and then it'll be over and I'll be all the way grown up.
I won't get to wake up in my room on Christmas morning for the first time.
I do feel important here though, because of all those things that keep me so busy. And I'm making the best grades I've made since 9th grade, but it isn't easy and I feel like it's wearing me down. Almost time for a month long break though... just 23 more days, 4 more papers, 3 more presentations, 2 more tests, 5 more exams, and a revised constitution away!
Oh, and I got my new schedule for next semester, before even seniors could register :)
Issues in science and technology: biotech
Composition 2
Intro to college Algebra
Intro to Religion
Fitness Walking
Social Psych
I'll be a sophmore dec 6th
1 more year to pull a major out of my ass: philosophy, biology, psychology, or political science?
I think it could be cool to work for interest groups
- being in high school when I thought life was hard and I'd never get out, but being able to look forward to being here.
- going to MY room at MY house that isnt my room or my house anymore.
- having a constant address
- Angela, Sophia, Skylar, Lewis and sometimes still Dana
- Seeing my mommy
- Having a job that requires more than stuffing and sealing envelopes.
- Living close to Vincent
- Having the energy to put on makeup and do my hair just because I want to, not because I'm going to see vince
- having a regular schedule
- being able to go for a walk when it's dark without being scared or feeling in danger
- having some concept of what I want to do with my life
I hate that I took for granted the simplest things, and never got to enjoy being a kid before I had to start growing up more. I'm scared that I'm doing so much that I wont get to enjoy college and then it'll be over and I'll be all the way grown up.
I won't get to wake up in my room on Christmas morning for the first time.
I do feel important here though, because of all those things that keep me so busy. And I'm making the best grades I've made since 9th grade, but it isn't easy and I feel like it's wearing me down. Almost time for a month long break though... just 23 more days, 4 more papers, 3 more presentations, 2 more tests, 5 more exams, and a revised constitution away!
Oh, and I got my new schedule for next semester, before even seniors could register :)
Issues in science and technology: biotech
Composition 2
Intro to college Algebra
Intro to Religion
Fitness Walking
Social Psych
I'll be a sophmore dec 6th
1 more year to pull a major out of my ass: philosophy, biology, psychology, or political science?
I think it could be cool to work for interest groups