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[tristesa]

i hope that one day the tear ducts will be able to dry up or surgically removed. hm, i wonder if you would still feel like crying then...

i don't want to leave the house.. my tunnel closed or the reason on the other side.
love hate which ever it is, i am the only one who can change it. i try to make it for the best. maybe not as hard as i should.
i need to get out of this environment.