Life is almost as strange as emotions
Life is so screwy. I have never felt compelled to post an entry before, and yet here I am. The thing that makes it interesting is that it took the stress and worry of bidding a $7500.00 sun room to bring me to this. Why is it that 5 years ago I could remain calm, cool, and collected while brokering and facilitating multi million deals. Yes those were in the big picture someone Else's money, but i had financial stake in the outcomes. Since then I have had my own business and bid and received six figure contracts, so why is it that this one made me so crazy? Why is it that it feels like my future is riding on this one project? Is this one of the final steps in my metamorphosis, my re-birth?