Weigh Out the Positive and Negative
What a day.
Bad news first:
1. Drama.
2. I broke my cell phone today. It's been shitting the bed for a while now. Usually a gentle throw or hit would revive it, but not today. I eventually got so irritated with it that I threw it against a wall.... bad idea. Now I have to go pawn my PS2 and a guitar amp in order to buy a new one... fuck you.
3. I got a letter from the college wasting I am on Financial Aid Probation. I failed a class purposely last semester and was planning to retake it next semester. Dixie College didn't think that was a good idea like I did, so they are saying that they will suspend my financial aid permanently if I get another low grade... that means no more college for the t-dog..... fuck you.
4. I cried... in front of people...emo... fuck you.
5. I'd kill for something to sniff, drink, or smoke.... fuck you.
Good news time:
1. I watched both the sunrise and the sunset today. The sunrise wasn't too bad with my new friend sitting next to me; usually they depress me, but she made looking to the east at 6 a.m. ok. The sunset... it took up the whole sky... and I was so alone that it all made sense.... I love you.
2. A lady at work said I looked sad and gave me a tip even though all I did was hand her a pizza and took money (or time) from her. Maybe there are people who still feel out there.... I love you
3. Modest Mouse... I love you.
Bad news first:
1. Drama.
2. I broke my cell phone today. It's been shitting the bed for a while now. Usually a gentle throw or hit would revive it, but not today. I eventually got so irritated with it that I threw it against a wall.... bad idea. Now I have to go pawn my PS2 and a guitar amp in order to buy a new one... fuck you.
3. I got a letter from the college wasting I am on Financial Aid Probation. I failed a class purposely last semester and was planning to retake it next semester. Dixie College didn't think that was a good idea like I did, so they are saying that they will suspend my financial aid permanently if I get another low grade... that means no more college for the t-dog..... fuck you.
4. I cried... in front of people...emo... fuck you.
5. I'd kill for something to sniff, drink, or smoke.... fuck you.
Good news time:
1. I watched both the sunrise and the sunset today. The sunrise wasn't too bad with my new friend sitting next to me; usually they depress me, but she made looking to the east at 6 a.m. ok. The sunset... it took up the whole sky... and I was so alone that it all made sense.... I love you.
2. A lady at work said I looked sad and gave me a tip even though all I did was hand her a pizza and took money (or time) from her. Maybe there are people who still feel out there.... I love you
3. Modest Mouse... I love you.