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Sep 19, 2006 14:09

Alright, so i've never actually used live journal yet. Thought I'd give it a chance. I have a lot to say. lots going on, stuff I'm not happy with. Guess it's life though. You learn, and move on. Recently, someone who means a great deal to me, got in a fight with me. It was about how this person was treating me. Didn't feel they were giving me a fair chance to even be their friend. So I said something to them. Ended up going the wrong way and we ended up in an arguement about some other stuff that happened between us and some other people. This person blamed me for losing a friend, and I flipped because I didn't tell this person to have done what they did. It was all them. I am not all so innocent either, I admit, I did some things that were extremely dishonost, But I came clean right away. I know I'll never do that kinda thing again. If this person reads this. I want them to know I'm very sorry. I never meant to hurt them. I can't change the past. But I can help what happens in the future. So believe me when I tell you. I don't wanna stop talking. I know some people may tell me to discontinue talking. But it's not what I want. Not even close. I'm worried about you, and I'm here for you. Be careful ok!

Anyway. so
I'm gonna be getting my calling soon, I'm very excited. I have no idea what it may be, but It'll be great whatever it is. I wanna start contributing. I also am going to be giving a lesson to the young men in my ward. Kinda a Career day thing. Show them what I do, and how we make video games, I'm stoked, it'll be fun. ANNDDDDD I'm gonna be doing a talk in October. I really wanna get involved as much as I can. I want to be worthy and feel worthy to do a mission. I have to start getting in there and making a difference.

I'm sick right now it sucks, but whatever. It'll pass.
My dad got home from zimbabwe. It's awesome to have him home
I'm broke now though
had to pay for my dads flight home, haha.

Canadian gov messed up his visa stuff, so he had to go run through london, get a entry visa from the canadian embasy, and rebook a flight to van. But either way. He's home safe and sound. That's all we coulda prayed for.

So ya. I guess I'll get back to work
Wish these headaches I've been gettin for the last few months would stop, it's driving me crazy.

And ya
Please forgive me!
I know there is compassion in your heart. I make mistakes to. Andnoone is perfect. I'm happy though you have some happiness going on for you. That is me being honost. I wish you all happiness and a wonderful week

Take care!
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