its all the same untill you change

[tristan160]

well,

today the debate went great
i totally choked
in a big way
i stalled
just went blank

it fucking sucked
i'm positive that i was the most prepared out of anyone for that damn thing
i was up late as fuck last night and i even did wok on it before school
but i of course left my notes at home
damn it

i knew every argument they had
i even knew three they didn't
but fuck i had at least 7 ways to shoot down their main points
but no, fuck me
its over

i've decided to try again
not in just in school
but in life
if i want to
i'll fucking make it happen
watch you self im fucking motivated now
and you never know what i'll do

i'm a jack of hearts
with luck coming in spades
i'm not done yet
you'll see
and then you'll know what its like