TO SAMANTHA!!!!!!
Ok well I really don't know what I should say or yea why I am even putting this down because you will probably not even read this. Like I said to you I am sorry about that and I really don't remember saying it. It is just that well I missed you and was trying to get over you the best way I could. Yea I know it still does not help the fact that I said it. I still would like to know why it took so long for you to tell me the reason why you did that because it would not have hurt so much. It felt like you kicked me in the balls and then took my heart in your hands and smashed it. I just really care about you and what happens to you and after that day I truley did think you said it and really did not want it and did not want me to be around you. I really did try to stay out of you love life. I never told anybody the things you told me not to. Like I have said I want you to be happy and I don't care who it is as long as you are. The thing with me and Andy HELL NO I don't agree with him. I still think he is an ASS and treated you like crap. You know that I trust you because if I did not I would not have wanted to talk to you. I don't know if I will call and talk to you again or not. It is not because I don't want to because hell yea I love to talk to you. Its just that im nervous about talking to you again and I really don't know were to start with you.