Things are great; I am great. I am loving life, and everything that…: trist

trist

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Nov 10, 2005 16:36

Things are great; I am great. I am loving life, and everything that has to do with it, minus MRS. COHEN and MR. KUSSY. With them aside, I dont things could be any better. Oh, and Kyle being mad at me still, and the unhappiness of my friends, and what not. Okay. So anyways, I'll break down a few things maybe.

Halloween was freaking awesome. My favorite yet. Probably becuase I have friends, and we do things. Like, Trick-or-treat. We all met at Pauls and we had some awesome costumes. Me, Anna and Sara were all pirates, and we were pretty funny. Especially Sara ahah. We went around Wexford and I felt real weird seeing people younger than me passing out candy. It happened more than three times... sad. After trick-or-treating, we went to Paul's house and watched SAW I. Then I kissed in the rain and went home, hah.

About a week ago, I saw SAW II. It was soooo good. I was so creeped out, and I absolutely loved it. It was a lovehate kind of enjoyment. I highly recommend it.

One thing I think about all the time, is what Jerard said to me once. Some of you may remember him. I'm not exactly sure how to spell his name though. He graduated in 04, I think, and he was a junior while I was a freshman. Yeah, that would make sense. We had art class with him. He used to talk to us about 'sexual things' and what not lol. He said that I would have done all kinds of things by the time I'm a Junior, or at least more than I had already done. Its probably no suprise to many of you, that I haven't, but I just want to remember that. For myself. I wonder if I'll ever forget that conversation with him. It's stuck in my head for four years, and I always think of passing his little test as maybe an accomplishment for not falling into the do what everyone else is doing category.

Okay, don't feel like writing all the much. Mainly becuase when I write, I'm not in a good mood, or kind of depressed, but I havent been like that in ages. More or less, about 4 weeks. Things are different now. They are back to normal, although they are rough with my friends sometimes. Include me, I miss evvvveryone.

I always think of things to write about in here while I'm in a stupid place, like the shower, or driving, or in a store, where I cant write about it. I wish I could remember half of the things I wanted to say in here.

I took this from Laura's profile. I really like it. Keeps me satisfied.

[You arent going to be his first, his last or his only. He's cared about someone else before you and he will again, but if he cares for you now what else matters? He's not perfect, you aren't perfect and the two of you will never be perfect. If he can make you laugh at least once, hold on to him and give him the most you can. He isn't going to quote poetry, he's not going to be thinking about you every moment but he will give you a part of him that he knows you can break. So don't hurt him, don't change him and don't expect more than he can give you. Don't overanalyze things! Smile when he makes you happy, yell when he makes you mad and miss him like crazy when he's not there.]

I dont know why I did these. I'm sooooo bored. that's why.

10 firsts:
first REAL boyfriend/girlfriend: Steve Carroll 9th grade, for 7 Monthes.
first best friend: Kali, through 5th grade.
first screen name: Seamore100. Go figure.
first kiss: Steve!
first piercings: ears, like 3rd grade
first crush: Brent Kempster, 8th grade. Maybe 7th. I know, I was a late bloomer hah.
first music: I like Billy Joel and Elton John the best. Oh and Jimmy Buffet hahah.
first stuffed animal: Psh, an ANT.
first school: Teddy Bear Junction and then Bullfrogs and Butterflies, and then Loon Lake Elementary.

9 lasts:
last cigarette: 0000
last thing you bought: Rice, and it was gross.
last movie seen: The Notebook
last phone call: Mom
last cd played: A mix
last bubble bath: Couple weeks ago.
last time you cried: Everyday from laughing, like 3 weeks ago from being sad.
last date: !!!!! HELLLLLOOOOIwish.

8 have you evers:
have you ever dated one of your best friends: No, but they became my best friends!
have you ever skinny dipped: Nope.
have you ever been on tv: Yeah, I was swimming in Walled Lake, and I was on the news swimming, and the story was about how the lake was filled with bacteria and gross! Sweet!
have you ever fallen in love: Well, you know.
have you ever lost someone you loved: Of course, who hasn't.
have you ever been depressed: Tons of times, minor, of course.
have you ever woken up and not known where you were: NO thats crazy.

7 places you've been to:
1. Australia
2. New York
3. Canada
4. Mexico
5. Canada
6. California
7. Florida

6 things you've done today:
1. Read 2 chapters in Light in August
2. Sent a few text messages
3. Talked online
4. Pimped Emily Iaquinta's myspace
5. Sent some myspace comments
6. Ate a poptart.

5 favorite things in NO order:
1. Listening to music
2. Going on dates
3. Driving
4. Holding hands and things like that
5. Tickling people

4 people you can tell [almost] anything to:
1. Sara
2. Katie
3. Adam
4. Holly

3 wishes
1. To have a car
2. To be sweeeeet at soccer
3. To get a job, my gosh.

2 things you want to do before you die
1. This is practically unanswerable.
2. --

1 person that you'd do anything for
1. Almost all of my friends.

CHILDHOOD.
- Sum yourself up - I cried alot, mostly becuase I 'didn't want to grow up'. I was always a little bit too weird for everyone and in my elementary years, regarless of the fun I had, I still found myself to be the target.
- Were you a good kid? Mostly, yes.
- Were you quiet or noisy? Noisy. I asked alot of questions. I still do, I love questions.
- Did you get along with your parents? Yes
- Were you raised by both parents? yes
- Were you closer to one or the other? Madre.
- Did you have pets? My dog, Tasha. She got hit by a car. Then we got Bailey. My rabbit, Princess Jasmine-haha. She died, we got Cinnamon. He was softer. But man, he was a brat. And tons of fish, and a hermit crab named Samantha hahaha, I almost forgot about 'her'!
- Who was your best friend? Well, I had a variety. Maybe that is why I have always been rather in consistant. Kali Gabrielle, Chelsea Kirn, Morgan Decker, Katie Nabozny, Amanda McPherson, Pam McIntosh. Elementary school friends.
- How did you dress? Big Tshirt, Black stretchy pants, or so I called them. Oh, and KEDS. I lovvvved KEDS. I used to get in trouble like everyday for wearing stretch pants, becuase Ms Winder thought they were inapropriate.
- What was your favorite toy? My stuffed animals. I had this dumb bergundy ant, and it's name was 'boogie buggy.' I am such a gaywad.
- Did you play with gender appropriate toys? I dont even remember playing with toys. What?!?! I liked video games alot, but mostly I liked to play outside in our forts in the construction houses.
- Did you have a glow worm? YEAH IT WAS GREEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
- Did you have matchbox cars? Probably not.
- Did you have barbies? Yeah, but I cut their hair all off, so we just played with Katie's. Like, everyday. haaha.
- Did you have stuffed animals? Like 24234 thousand.
- Did you have My Little Ponies? Yeah and they smelled like mildew because I played with them in the bathtub.
- That creepy bear that read books? Um.
- Dinosaurs? No but Stef did. She was such a boy.
- Ninja Turtles? no, but I do now.. hah.
- Power Rangers? Yessssahhh.
- Batman? I dont know I dont remember owning action figures.
- Did you get any kids magazines? HIGHLIGHTS!!!!
- Did you climb trees? Yeah, Martha, and the one's behind Holly's house. If you guys could have seen our tree fort... Oh you would have loved it. It had everything. I could fight all day about who's fort is cooler.
- Play in a sandbox? No, but we were mean to Pam in Amanda's sandbox.
- Make mudpies? THEEE PARK was sick when it was wet.
- Play with neighborhood kids? We didn't 'play', we made SHOWS. We were real profesh.
- Were you beaten up as a kid? NO, except for Pam punched me like everyday.
- Did you have to deal with the death of anyone you knew? Yeah like my whole family died. Except not really, but My Gma, Gpa, and my uncle. That sucked.
- Did you ever run away? I packed my suitcase and went in the bathroom and cried like once a week hahah.
- Did you have siblings? Did I? No.
- Did you have babysitters? Yeah, her name was Wendy Lee and she was asian. Hah.
- Were you close with your cousins? Used to be! I only have like 4 total.
- Did you ever go to Disney? TWICE! I dont like that place.
- Did you get notes home from school? In 4th grade becuase Ms. VanlooIDIOT said I asked TOO MANY QUESTIONS. %(*&@#$.
- Did you ever do anything creepy? Ha! No.
- Did you do anything that seems innapropriate now? Just some inapropriate dance moves lol.
- Who was your favorite person you knew? AmanDUH!
- Your hero? Trisha-haah.
- What did you want to be when you grew up? Artist
- Who was your favorite teacher? Mrs. Bandy.
- Your least favorite? Mrs. Vanloo, duh!

YESTERDAY AFTER LOST, We watched my favorite MADE ever on MTV. It was this crazy comedy girl and she was the funniest girl, and her coach was funny too. I was cryin' ohhhhh boy.

I HAVE NO FRICKING IDEA WHY THESE DUMB PNGS ARE ALL SO SMALL, BUT PHOTOBUCKET WAS BEING AN IDIOT. So, if you wish to have the picture but in a larger size, please IM me and I will gladly send you a copy.