work in progress

[triskidekafobic]

alot of smiles with no words
no time - you're mine.
pillows and sheets
we sleep like lovers do
world forgotten
a world created
but please, pretty please
don't be mistaken -
i will never love you

holding hands
making plans and promises
that get broken.
one sided apologies
-not sorry.
cold, blank stares
becomes distant "hey"s
becomes distance
becomes bitterness.
strangers in the same room
and i will never love you.

you say it's in my eyes
and the disguise you wear
almost had me fooled,
but i see you.
i was no damsel in distress
dressed in ignorance.
you didn't reserve me-
or deserve me.

i didn't let you in.

out of sight, out of mind
remains tried and true
because i will never love you.

(not quite done yet.thishasbeenonmymindinagoodway,ithink)