This is a goodbye from Tricia.
Here is another final I feel I completed...
When you are an age, most of you embody that age with pride, and most of us will for the rest of our lives. If you are in denial about your age, or in effect have not grown up you will produce what I call an immense amount of "shit." There has been many examples right here in my very own journal. Not only because I wish I wasn't a little 17 year old but because I wish all of my friends weren't just words on pages. I know that you may be reading this now pondering my sanity, or if I am trying to be hurtful, but I am not. (It kind of bugs people to know that my movies are never to be mean but they're just going to learn how to deal with it. )
Today, I'm sitting here pondering the same way I ponder things most days. I've made many wrong plays in the past. I've done a lot of things right in the past too. I have loved writing about it here. I loved being able to read about other lives as well. I thought live journal was just splendid when I started out. I suppose if you've got a talent in code poetry that live journal may still be a good thing for you but I'm sick of sharing my life with everyone. I don't have the self control to limit what I say, because then I feel like I am lying. I never wanted to lie. I just feel sick when I think that I have to protect myself so much. I hate live journal now. I hate it so much and I am done. It’s not because of what others have made of it, or what others are still making of it. If you're having fun.. great. I'm happy for everyone.
I'm not "giving up" I just think I'd do better in school if I shared my life with my paper journal and left the rest to phone calls and e-mails. So if you want to know how I am doing, write me an e-mial. Give me a call. I’ll do the same for you. Do whatever if you feel that way (all over or just in spots.) I think I'm done with all of this. Reality tv was one thing, and now I'm beginning to realize the qualities of life text reflections made for everyone. Please understand that its nothing personal and that I deleted everyone because of being completed. Its like a graduation of sorts. Life will go on elsewhere. Not because I’m better than you, or because I wear belts around my head... just becasue every lili pad dies.. and its my time to hop now.
ta ta- Trish
When you are an age, most of you embody that age with pride, and most of us will for the rest of our lives. If you are in denial about your age, or in effect have not grown up you will produce what I call an immense amount of "shit." There has been many examples right here in my very own journal. Not only because I wish I wasn't a little 17 year old but because I wish all of my friends weren't just words on pages. I know that you may be reading this now pondering my sanity, or if I am trying to be hurtful, but I am not. (It kind of bugs people to know that my movies are never to be mean but they're just going to learn how to deal with it. )
Today, I'm sitting here pondering the same way I ponder things most days. I've made many wrong plays in the past. I've done a lot of things right in the past too. I have loved writing about it here. I loved being able to read about other lives as well. I thought live journal was just splendid when I started out. I suppose if you've got a talent in code poetry that live journal may still be a good thing for you but I'm sick of sharing my life with everyone. I don't have the self control to limit what I say, because then I feel like I am lying. I never wanted to lie. I just feel sick when I think that I have to protect myself so much. I hate live journal now. I hate it so much and I am done. It’s not because of what others have made of it, or what others are still making of it. If you're having fun.. great. I'm happy for everyone.
I'm not "giving up" I just think I'd do better in school if I shared my life with my paper journal and left the rest to phone calls and e-mails. So if you want to know how I am doing, write me an e-mial. Give me a call. I’ll do the same for you. Do whatever if you feel that way (all over or just in spots.) I think I'm done with all of this. Reality tv was one thing, and now I'm beginning to realize the qualities of life text reflections made for everyone. Please understand that its nothing personal and that I deleted everyone because of being completed. Its like a graduation of sorts. Life will go on elsewhere. Not because I’m better than you, or because I wear belts around my head... just becasue every lili pad dies.. and its my time to hop now.
ta ta- Trish