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my birthday is tomorrow. i should be excited. but i'm not.
i had plans to celebrate this weekend, but i just couldn't do anything.
this time of year brings back too many memories for me. jason was here for my birthday last year. it's just not fair that he's not here
i'm dreading november 18th. i'm dreading thanksgiving, christmas, and new years. i hate the holidays. there are just too many memories for me. i keep reliving the time we spent togther and just get stuck.
i thought that time was supposed to make you feel better, but it's just pouring salt into my wounds.
bitter, sad, and angry. yup that's me.
time to put on my fake face and pretend that everything is ok......
i had plans to celebrate this weekend, but i just couldn't do anything.
this time of year brings back too many memories for me. jason was here for my birthday last year. it's just not fair that he's not here
i'm dreading november 18th. i'm dreading thanksgiving, christmas, and new years. i hate the holidays. there are just too many memories for me. i keep reliving the time we spent togther and just get stuck.
i thought that time was supposed to make you feel better, but it's just pouring salt into my wounds.
bitter, sad, and angry. yup that's me.
time to put on my fake face and pretend that everything is ok......