I don't want to cry anymore...
I'm listening to Forgotten by And Then I Turned Seven. I read about them on Jeremiah's away message and now I'm hooked. But as I'm listening to this song, I want to cry. This is exactly what happened to me and J. I threw love away because I was afraid. I'm so stupid. Why did I do that? How could I do that? I wish I had listened to this song back around Christmas time, I would have made a better decision. I hope it's not too late to tell him the truth. He's probably in love with A though. Who could blame him. I lied to him and ended up hurting myself worse than I did him. I think. Oh well, why dwell in the past? There's no reason for it. I don't want cry anymore. I want to be held by the love of my life! Wherever he is. I love this band. It's really in touch with my life. cool.