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Wow it has been so long since I've written. Nate saw his stalker lately. Hee hee no comment. I can't believe that person actually came. You should have seen the look on his face. Yikes I wanted to laugh so bad. He and I were talking about it afterwards with Rachel and Brandy, and he was freaked out.
But anyway... Lauren and Brady got engaged, then they broke up, now they might be back on again. I can't do it anymore. If she goes back out with him I can't help her anymore. I'd seriously hate to lose my "best friend" a second time but I don't think things could still be the same if she went out with him. That's why I'm afraid to become such good friends again. I'm afraid she'll go back out with him. I also think she can do better. I know she deserves better. She's only 16! She's going to have so many other boyfriends anyway.
Another thing is that my love life is now free of all chains. I've come to a point in my life, where I realize that the two guys I have been waiting for, are out of the picture, and I'm moving on. The first one, well he's just never comin around to tell me anything about how he feels. The second one, well I'm hacked off at him because, it has been what 5 days since he left and no phone call!!!! Oh no!! So yes, my heart is no longer burdened, and I'm truly happy to be past that turning point, where my decision has been made and I'm progressing with it nicely. Thank you for letting me see the error of my ways and realizing that I simply cannot wait any longer. Yes, this is the part where I say, what never actually started is now over.
But anyway... Lauren and Brady got engaged, then they broke up, now they might be back on again. I can't do it anymore. If she goes back out with him I can't help her anymore. I'd seriously hate to lose my "best friend" a second time but I don't think things could still be the same if she went out with him. That's why I'm afraid to become such good friends again. I'm afraid she'll go back out with him. I also think she can do better. I know she deserves better. She's only 16! She's going to have so many other boyfriends anyway.
Another thing is that my love life is now free of all chains. I've come to a point in my life, where I realize that the two guys I have been waiting for, are out of the picture, and I'm moving on. The first one, well he's just never comin around to tell me anything about how he feels. The second one, well I'm hacked off at him because, it has been what 5 days since he left and no phone call!!!! Oh no!! So yes, my heart is no longer burdened, and I'm truly happy to be past that turning point, where my decision has been made and I'm progressing with it nicely. Thank you for letting me see the error of my ways and realizing that I simply cannot wait any longer. Yes, this is the part where I say, what never actually started is now over.