Please don't leave me, without sayin goodbye...
He looked at me. Albeit he has a girlfriend but he still looked at me. Ok I'm over it. Not really. Umm... sorry ya'll don't even know who I am talking about. But that can be considered a good thing. Ok so I was going to my locker and I saw this person that kept looking at me as I walked past him. After he left I couldn't help but smile!!!! I can't believe how excited I am. It's weird. I need to stop because I sound pretty stupid. Ok so the whole, being sweeter, quieter thing didn't start today. I am still the exact same as yesterday. Well, not during 7th period. I seemed quieter. Oh well. Why try and hide who I am? That's stupid I'm going to be myself. But I'll try not to be so LOUD!!! That can be such a turn-off sometimes. Well, I need to talk about more important things. Like let's see I wrote John a note today. Nothing too personal just stupid stuff because I was bored. I wrote Kelly a note too. I also bought a composition book yesterday so I have a new journal! I still don't know what to put on the first page. I wrote some stupid stuff but I'm going to get rid of it. Let's see, I'll put some lyrics on the first page, lyrics from the starting line. Now I'm looking up lyrics. I don't know what song to put on the first page. Decisions decisions. Hey wait that's the name of a song! no not that one. hmm... I'm thinking about well, yea that one. I don't know. You know, thinking about these songs and which one to lose is ruining the songs for me. I can't "think" about them so much. It ruins it. Songs are meant to be listened too, and not thought about intentionally. Well, I kind of mean that. Oh well, whatever.