EggNog Ice Cream Bars!
Well lets see here, what is going on? Well I have to take my last final tomorow, I really don't know if I am going to pass english. I had thought that I did really well on a test, the one test I had confidence in, and I got maybe a D- on it.
I recently got a message from an ex, asking why I liked/like him. I didn't get to reply before he got offline. I thought it was really odd for him to ask that when we haven't spoke in about a month, and he is living with a girl right now. My thoughts were maybe either they were fighting, or even perhaps she was on his account, cause I am pretty sure she don't like me. Well today he deleted me from his myspace, and that doesn't seem like something he would do out of the blue. So I am thinkng she got on his myspace, or they get in a fight and he said fine I'll delete her or something, it just really stumps me, and pisses me off alittle. Maybe just because I do still like him, even if I probably will never get a chance with him agian, and I am not even sure if I would want one, he dumped me on my ass before how could I be sure he wouldn't do it agian? All though in that kind of case you like to think that a person can grow, but you can't be sure.
This fucking snow!!! I hate snow, it makes me hurt cause it's cold. My hands are swollen, my back hurts, it sucks. Plus it made my gas milage go down even fucking more! We did get my care fixed, at least patially. Jerry cracked the fucking spark plug, he isn't touching it agian, if he can't even put a fucking spark plug in correctly.
I signed up for yahoo personals, and so far, it isn't doing shit for me. I am desperate, I just want some one to be with, I know it's pethetic, and anyone that is actually around me is probably sick of hearing about it. But I sit here and watch so many people in relationships, and here I am talking about my cat snoring.....how fucking lame!
I still haven't found a new job, and I need to, I am not taking classes next semester because I need to get a full time job and get on my feet, and yet that isn't happening, and if it doesn't happen soon I am going to have to resort to McDonalds. They are closing down part of our facility on the 11th of January, which doesn't effect me directly, but we are loosing 6 staff members, and probably some of the good ones, because they are going by senority rather than skill, so the sucky old ones stay and the new good workers go. And frankly I don't want to work with a lot of those people, it is such a pain in the ass working with people that can't do their jobs well.
If you like eggnog, and haven't tried the eggnog ice cream bars, fucking try them!!! They are soooo good. Yeah, I am suposed to be on a diet with Kellie, but really, I'm not, she just don't know it. I am not ready to give up my food, I may be when I am more content with my life, but when I am so discontent, I need something to keep me out of an even deeper depression, and that thing for me is my good food, and cooking my good food, so for now, I will play along around her, but I can't do it until I am ready, no one can motivate you exept for yourself.
Alicia, what the hell do you want for Christmas? I don't know what to get you, I really don't. I thought about a neocash card, but I know you aren't playing neopets to much anymore. Then I thought about getting you and Levi something kinky, cause that way I can get him something to, cause I would have no clue what to get him, but then I also thought that may be a little weird...lmao. So give me some good ideas or your getting weird shit.
So the conclusion of this blog, I am going to stay fat until I am content, and people aren't helping that, and neither is anything else.
P.S.- I am addicted to A Shot to Love With Tila Tequila.....Danni better win!
I recently got a message from an ex, asking why I liked/like him. I didn't get to reply before he got offline. I thought it was really odd for him to ask that when we haven't spoke in about a month, and he is living with a girl right now. My thoughts were maybe either they were fighting, or even perhaps she was on his account, cause I am pretty sure she don't like me. Well today he deleted me from his myspace, and that doesn't seem like something he would do out of the blue. So I am thinkng she got on his myspace, or they get in a fight and he said fine I'll delete her or something, it just really stumps me, and pisses me off alittle. Maybe just because I do still like him, even if I probably will never get a chance with him agian, and I am not even sure if I would want one, he dumped me on my ass before how could I be sure he wouldn't do it agian? All though in that kind of case you like to think that a person can grow, but you can't be sure.
This fucking snow!!! I hate snow, it makes me hurt cause it's cold. My hands are swollen, my back hurts, it sucks. Plus it made my gas milage go down even fucking more! We did get my care fixed, at least patially. Jerry cracked the fucking spark plug, he isn't touching it agian, if he can't even put a fucking spark plug in correctly.
I signed up for yahoo personals, and so far, it isn't doing shit for me. I am desperate, I just want some one to be with, I know it's pethetic, and anyone that is actually around me is probably sick of hearing about it. But I sit here and watch so many people in relationships, and here I am talking about my cat snoring.....how fucking lame!
I still haven't found a new job, and I need to, I am not taking classes next semester because I need to get a full time job and get on my feet, and yet that isn't happening, and if it doesn't happen soon I am going to have to resort to McDonalds. They are closing down part of our facility on the 11th of January, which doesn't effect me directly, but we are loosing 6 staff members, and probably some of the good ones, because they are going by senority rather than skill, so the sucky old ones stay and the new good workers go. And frankly I don't want to work with a lot of those people, it is such a pain in the ass working with people that can't do their jobs well.
If you like eggnog, and haven't tried the eggnog ice cream bars, fucking try them!!! They are soooo good. Yeah, I am suposed to be on a diet with Kellie, but really, I'm not, she just don't know it. I am not ready to give up my food, I may be when I am more content with my life, but when I am so discontent, I need something to keep me out of an even deeper depression, and that thing for me is my good food, and cooking my good food, so for now, I will play along around her, but I can't do it until I am ready, no one can motivate you exept for yourself.
Alicia, what the hell do you want for Christmas? I don't know what to get you, I really don't. I thought about a neocash card, but I know you aren't playing neopets to much anymore. Then I thought about getting you and Levi something kinky, cause that way I can get him something to, cause I would have no clue what to get him, but then I also thought that may be a little weird...lmao. So give me some good ideas or your getting weird shit.
So the conclusion of this blog, I am going to stay fat until I am content, and people aren't helping that, and neither is anything else.
P.S.- I am addicted to A Shot to Love With Tila Tequila.....Danni better win!