What a time
Well ok, yesterday I stated that the situation with me and shawn had cleared up and we were no longer together, but once agian, for about the 3rd or 4th time, that has changed. At school today we were drawn to eachother agian. We actaully ended up making out at my locker, and One of my teachers almost reported me for PDA (public display of affection). Tonight, his parents left, and he left them a note saying he was going to Chris's, thinking that they had no clue of his phone number or address. They came home and did have chris's number, called and he said that he hadnt even talked to shawn. So they naturally right away called my house. The next thing I knew we had them knocking at my door. Katie answered and said he wasnt here. So he ended up leaving threw the back door and acting as if he had been out walking. They found out he was here, but I said that he stopped by for a minute and then left because I told him people were looking for him and everything. Well, my ex friend megan happens to be his cousin, and one of the best friends to my friend Katie. Katie was here and told Megan that Shawn hadn't been here, and so know they are fighting, and megan is all pissed because Katie is taking my side, but I have the righter side, she says I am a terrible influence and shit, which I am not the worst one in the world, hell I have tried to keep Shawn out of trouble by telliing him that he cant sneek out and shit before. So yeah it's been hell.
As for the time he was here, which was a hour and a half or so, it was pure bliss, It was wonderful having him hold me and everything like he used to. We were acting like nothing has ever came between us and we were a couple in their begging days. I really love him, and I'm scared, because Megan mentioned to Katie something about him may be getting sent away, now even though I know this is probably alot of talk no action, I'm still scared shitless of it, I dont know if i could go to school with out seeing his face every day. So yeah....right now we arent officially going out...but we may as well be, this is H E L L!!
I dont have much more to say. I gave every one valentines today, yes it was alittle early but I love getting into the giving spirit....I like thinking that it made some ones day alittle brighter.
As to a something to you all, Thank you! thank you for being there for me and helping me through everything, and also, to any one who comment, thank you, I dont get many, and I extremly appreciate the ones I get. Have a good and healthy day.
Love you all,
Trisha
As for the time he was here, which was a hour and a half or so, it was pure bliss, It was wonderful having him hold me and everything like he used to. We were acting like nothing has ever came between us and we were a couple in their begging days. I really love him, and I'm scared, because Megan mentioned to Katie something about him may be getting sent away, now even though I know this is probably alot of talk no action, I'm still scared shitless of it, I dont know if i could go to school with out seeing his face every day. So yeah....right now we arent officially going out...but we may as well be, this is H E L L!!
I dont have much more to say. I gave every one valentines today, yes it was alittle early but I love getting into the giving spirit....I like thinking that it made some ones day alittle brighter.
As to a something to you all, Thank you! thank you for being there for me and helping me through everything, and also, to any one who comment, thank you, I dont get many, and I extremly appreciate the ones I get. Have a good and healthy day.
Love you all,
Trisha