grow up.. pffft. my ass.
so when do you think i will officaly grow up in their eyes.
when im established, with a house of my own, a good job, and a husband and kids? or when im goin insane from the emotional head games they play with me. i wish i knew, becuase id become either/or as fast as i could.
they treat me as if i am only 4 years old. a little kid who is incompatint, who couldnt take care of herself even if she tried her hardest.
i would really like to know what they are going ot do when i am not here next year. who then are they gunna drive insane, clearly not me becuase i wont even call home, and the only time i will come home is for christmas to see my friends. they are not going to be able to handle the fact that i will be over 7 hours away, and on my own. with limited rules, and no one to hover over my every move.
i am so excitied to get away, as much as im gunna miss everyone here, i cannot wait, just to show them that i can do it, and that i can show myself that i really can do anything i can put my mind too.
..-- you dont know how easily you make me smile.. <3--..
when im established, with a house of my own, a good job, and a husband and kids? or when im goin insane from the emotional head games they play with me. i wish i knew, becuase id become either/or as fast as i could.
they treat me as if i am only 4 years old. a little kid who is incompatint, who couldnt take care of herself even if she tried her hardest.
i would really like to know what they are going ot do when i am not here next year. who then are they gunna drive insane, clearly not me becuase i wont even call home, and the only time i will come home is for christmas to see my friends. they are not going to be able to handle the fact that i will be over 7 hours away, and on my own. with limited rules, and no one to hover over my every move.
i am so excitied to get away, as much as im gunna miss everyone here, i cannot wait, just to show them that i can do it, and that i can show myself that i really can do anything i can put my mind too.
..-- you dont know how easily you make me smile.. <3--..