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every year it gets worse whenever i visit my family. my dad's an annoying douchebag and my mom has to endure him. they are dragging each other down and i don't see anything resembling love in their relation.
my mom's a good person and i wonder how her life would have been if she met someone who actually cares for her. it's really depressing.
my sister acts pretty much just like i did, not caring about it because caring is a huge drain and changes nothing. it's like my dad needs to have a stroke or something to see how his life is a huge piece of shit. seriously, all he does is work 8 hours, commute and watch TV. at least when we were kids we'd go visit family. he has no real friends at all.
that reminds me that even if my girlfriend can be clingy and emotive at times, she is a wonderful person who actually cares about me and wants to help me improve my life and become an even better, diversified person and i can help her relax from her stress by being there for her.
apathy is devastating. it's a black hole that swallows hours, days, weeks, months.. i don't want to have wasted the precious life i've been given.
so i'm thankful to everyone who's there for me, my friends and family who enjoy spending time with me to make things much more bearable and fun. joyeux noel a vous autres! je vais toujours essayer d'etre une personne ouverte et plaisante à cotoyer afin que nous restions super rad.
my mom's a good person and i wonder how her life would have been if she met someone who actually cares for her. it's really depressing.
my sister acts pretty much just like i did, not caring about it because caring is a huge drain and changes nothing. it's like my dad needs to have a stroke or something to see how his life is a huge piece of shit. seriously, all he does is work 8 hours, commute and watch TV. at least when we were kids we'd go visit family. he has no real friends at all.
that reminds me that even if my girlfriend can be clingy and emotive at times, she is a wonderful person who actually cares about me and wants to help me improve my life and become an even better, diversified person and i can help her relax from her stress by being there for her.
apathy is devastating. it's a black hole that swallows hours, days, weeks, months.. i don't want to have wasted the precious life i've been given.
so i'm thankful to everyone who's there for me, my friends and family who enjoy spending time with me to make things much more bearable and fun. joyeux noel a vous autres! je vais toujours essayer d'etre une personne ouverte et plaisante à cotoyer afin que nous restions super rad.