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work is getting worse and worse. molly's last day is friday and after that there is no one to work those shifts. i refuse to let tammi come back from her holiday early even though i am in dire straits.
and just lost 2 drivers.
no response yet for the ad we put on trade me. i am really at a loss. there's nothing i can do if there is no one to work the shifts, and i can't miraculously do them myself. i am tired and frustrated and i can't sleep which isn't helping matters.
rich is way too stressed with his own job to care about what's happening with me.
i am trying to keep a level head and stay positive but i feel completely overwhelmed and helpless. it is just heaping up on top of the situation with mum and dad and i am completely buried.
it's just too much for one person to bear, and murray and steve don't seem to care. when i told them about mum and dad they told me they were there if i needed anything, but they're not. i need time off work.. i feel completely unstable, but they can't help with that. i just have to keep on keeping on.
nothing is making me happy at the moment. not even my super large fafi haul. i feel uninspired with life. i want to work for mac more than anything in the world. if canada falls through i am going to apply at d&a next year. i am over the stress. i don't want to be the boss anymore, i want to work for someone and be happy and enjoy my job.
and just lost 2 drivers.
no response yet for the ad we put on trade me. i am really at a loss. there's nothing i can do if there is no one to work the shifts, and i can't miraculously do them myself. i am tired and frustrated and i can't sleep which isn't helping matters.
rich is way too stressed with his own job to care about what's happening with me.
i am trying to keep a level head and stay positive but i feel completely overwhelmed and helpless. it is just heaping up on top of the situation with mum and dad and i am completely buried.
it's just too much for one person to bear, and murray and steve don't seem to care. when i told them about mum and dad they told me they were there if i needed anything, but they're not. i need time off work.. i feel completely unstable, but they can't help with that. i just have to keep on keeping on.
nothing is making me happy at the moment. not even my super large fafi haul. i feel uninspired with life. i want to work for mac more than anything in the world. if canada falls through i am going to apply at d&a next year. i am over the stress. i don't want to be the boss anymore, i want to work for someone and be happy and enjoy my job.