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i know mac isn't hiring right now.. but at least they'll know i'm interested. i don't know what i want to do in the mean time. i don't want to stay at work when tammi leaves, but i am definitely not quitting without something to go into straight away. getting a job isn't guaranteed for anyone. rich was unemployed for almost a year when he was in his early 20s. i don't want that to happen to me.
he's putting the pressure on me to move out. it's ok, i want to live with him, but i need to learn some discipline and pay off my credit card debt before i leave home, otherwise it will be too difficult. and i want to do that make up course before then too, because it is around $700... and if i move out i need some job stability.
murray's not going to give me a pay rise. he can't afford to give tammi one so he certainly can't afford to give me one. sucks for him, i guess. he'll be hard pressed to find another tammi and stacey who will do so much for him for so little pay and recognition.
everyone seems to be leaving, some i am sad about, some not. i just feel like i should be moving on with my life and doing something that will make me happy. i feel stagnant. at least there are some things to look forward to this year, especially fiona's wedding, and if i aim to be out of hell by the end of the year, i will be much happier.
he's putting the pressure on me to move out. it's ok, i want to live with him, but i need to learn some discipline and pay off my credit card debt before i leave home, otherwise it will be too difficult. and i want to do that make up course before then too, because it is around $700... and if i move out i need some job stability.
murray's not going to give me a pay rise. he can't afford to give tammi one so he certainly can't afford to give me one. sucks for him, i guess. he'll be hard pressed to find another tammi and stacey who will do so much for him for so little pay and recognition.
everyone seems to be leaving, some i am sad about, some not. i just feel like i should be moving on with my life and doing something that will make me happy. i feel stagnant. at least there are some things to look forward to this year, especially fiona's wedding, and if i aim to be out of hell by the end of the year, i will be much happier.