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considering going to aquasky on 2 november.. i am definitely becoming a breaks convert and not unwillingly at all. most of it is pretty funky and i had an awesome time at ctrl z.
i don't know what i would do without soulseek. best program ever.
i felt nasty yesterday so brendon was kind enough to work for me.
rich and i talked more about moving in together and we looked at more places and wrote a list of things we will need straight away.. i told him i was going to buy some stuff every week.. like kitchen and bathroom stuff and linen etc but he wants to get it all when we move in. i'm still going to do it anyway, whether he likes it or not. i have a bit of room to stash stuff and it might make it financially easier on both of us.
we're looking at places with rent that's $400 a week max, but i really don't want to pay that much.. that's almost half my pay on rent alone.
i am thinking mid next year might be the best time for me. i really need to pay off my credit card and decrease my limit and it would be nice to make a bit more of a dent in my bank loan as well. plus my student loan should be all paid off by this time next year or maybe just after.
it's just all a bit overwhelming. i wasn't expecting it to be so sudden. i am actually kind of terrified and i woke up really early this morning and couldn't get back to sleep because i was thinking about it so much.
i just don't want to rush it and be hard up for money. he was talking about maybe january, but there is no way i will be able to pay off so much debt AND save for everything.. he earns a lot more than me so it won't be quite so hard.
this week i need to buy another xmas present.. and maybe some towels or something. i wrote a fuck off detailed list of stuff we'll need. so i'll pick something small and get it.
it just feels so surreal. i told dad this morning. he looked really sad. though i may see him more often if i am not living here. i will miss mozart so much.
i was thinking yesterday that i would probably end up coming home after he finishes work and just spend time with mozart before my shift starts so the only difference is that all my stuff will be somewhere else.
it would be nice to have my own cat but mozart already is mine.. i just can't take him. he will be the thing i miss most. i'm going to ask dad if i can keep my room here in case i want to stay the night or anything. i have a feeling i will get very homesick.
i don't know what i would do without soulseek. best program ever.
i felt nasty yesterday so brendon was kind enough to work for me.
rich and i talked more about moving in together and we looked at more places and wrote a list of things we will need straight away.. i told him i was going to buy some stuff every week.. like kitchen and bathroom stuff and linen etc but he wants to get it all when we move in. i'm still going to do it anyway, whether he likes it or not. i have a bit of room to stash stuff and it might make it financially easier on both of us.
we're looking at places with rent that's $400 a week max, but i really don't want to pay that much.. that's almost half my pay on rent alone.
i am thinking mid next year might be the best time for me. i really need to pay off my credit card and decrease my limit and it would be nice to make a bit more of a dent in my bank loan as well. plus my student loan should be all paid off by this time next year or maybe just after.
it's just all a bit overwhelming. i wasn't expecting it to be so sudden. i am actually kind of terrified and i woke up really early this morning and couldn't get back to sleep because i was thinking about it so much.
i just don't want to rush it and be hard up for money. he was talking about maybe january, but there is no way i will be able to pay off so much debt AND save for everything.. he earns a lot more than me so it won't be quite so hard.
this week i need to buy another xmas present.. and maybe some towels or something. i wrote a fuck off detailed list of stuff we'll need. so i'll pick something small and get it.
it just feels so surreal. i told dad this morning. he looked really sad. though i may see him more often if i am not living here. i will miss mozart so much.
i was thinking yesterday that i would probably end up coming home after he finishes work and just spend time with mozart before my shift starts so the only difference is that all my stuff will be somewhere else.
it would be nice to have my own cat but mozart already is mine.. i just can't take him. he will be the thing i miss most. i'm going to ask dad if i can keep my room here in case i want to stay the night or anything. i have a feeling i will get very homesick.