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oh boy, am i tired.. i have to get up in 6 hours to fly to rotorua.
i wasn't expecting that rich would want to take acid last night. i thought maybe we would just drink and i'd get a good sleep. i have been so tired lately.
but we took it, and although i was in a weird mood upon taking it, it was one of the most pleasant trips i've had. just warm fuzzy feelings and general relaxed-ness. it was a nice change of pace from taking 2 last weekend and being so gone. it was a struggle just to go to the toilet and not get lost looking at the walls and floor and in the mirror. my brain definitely felt intensely fried last sunday.
dawson's creek was on at 4 something this morning, so i watched that while rich slept. he can always sleep once he gets past the 4-5 hour mark. takes me around 7 or 8 before i can nod off, usually when it's getting light.
we had a nice time, watched return of the jedi, listened to some a sides and alpha omega and chatted.
being tired makes me so overly emotional. i am exceptionally down about going away and leaving rich. everything is just so good and i hate being away from him. he was so lovely to me today, though. i will really miss him, even if it is only 2 days.
he got this coming friday off! so we will get a 3 day weekend together. i am so excited. i'll still go to trailer park breaks on saturday, though. i want to see sam play, and matt will probably be there too. and tam has agreed to come :)
rich and i have decided that when we move in together we will get a boy maine coone and call it jackson <3 he's going to be the king cat of the neighborhood.
i have been reading some stuff about the disclosure project tonight, and john lear. it is interesting stuff. but unfortunately, far too layered and intricate for someone who has slept for a couple of hours in the last 40. i will just have to wait until i get back on wednesday, and am well rested.
being in love is great :)
i wasn't expecting that rich would want to take acid last night. i thought maybe we would just drink and i'd get a good sleep. i have been so tired lately.
but we took it, and although i was in a weird mood upon taking it, it was one of the most pleasant trips i've had. just warm fuzzy feelings and general relaxed-ness. it was a nice change of pace from taking 2 last weekend and being so gone. it was a struggle just to go to the toilet and not get lost looking at the walls and floor and in the mirror. my brain definitely felt intensely fried last sunday.
dawson's creek was on at 4 something this morning, so i watched that while rich slept. he can always sleep once he gets past the 4-5 hour mark. takes me around 7 or 8 before i can nod off, usually when it's getting light.
we had a nice time, watched return of the jedi, listened to some a sides and alpha omega and chatted.
being tired makes me so overly emotional. i am exceptionally down about going away and leaving rich. everything is just so good and i hate being away from him. he was so lovely to me today, though. i will really miss him, even if it is only 2 days.
he got this coming friday off! so we will get a 3 day weekend together. i am so excited. i'll still go to trailer park breaks on saturday, though. i want to see sam play, and matt will probably be there too. and tam has agreed to come :)
rich and i have decided that when we move in together we will get a boy maine coone and call it jackson <3 he's going to be the king cat of the neighborhood.
i have been reading some stuff about the disclosure project tonight, and john lear. it is interesting stuff. but unfortunately, far too layered and intricate for someone who has slept for a couple of hours in the last 40. i will just have to wait until i get back on wednesday, and am well rested.
being in love is great :)