nice things
today was sleeping in later than usual, swimming in a mossy lake in american apparel short shorts, letting my hair dry into perfect curls, and eating large dill pickles barefoot in my mom's kitchen.
all i think about is domestic life. i already miss my old apartment so much and it's only been a week. my little apartment with the radiator and fridge that dripped. walking over my bed to get to my bathroom. owls and paper latterns every which way. friends sleeping on the couch and on the floor and me in my bed in my closet with the dresses hanging over my head. but in my new domestic life, i see it with someone else, and that's even more happy and amazing. a big bed with crisp white sheets and comforters. kittens pouncing the hardwood floors, and a kitchen big enough to run my own bakery from. both of us writers and we make dinner and breakfast in our underwear and ride our bikes around the cobblestone streets that circle our apartment. making music and art and drinking tea before bed. we love eachother, but it's bad timing (sorta) and patience is needed.
and this week has been great and filled with my favorite people (though lacking in my favorite people too). sushi + fireworks + handholding + banjo playing + playgrounds + iced tea + libraries. it feels like i am the luckiest girl in the world, and maybe i am.
i'm on facebook now, and it's weird. i am getting used to the layout, but i keep feeling like i made a mistake somewhere.
tomorrow is monday. library, nikkkkkkk, folk dress and gold horse necklace, hopefully bike riding if the other one got fixed. big sunglasses,late lunch, bookstore. i want to write him letters and put them in his pockets or mail them to our future home.
bedding
quilt for the winter months
tree table
bird curtains
fox pillow
raccoon pillow
glasses
green sofa
hemlock chandelier
butterfly shadow box
i just ate my grandma's homemade raspberry jam straight from the jar. my hands are dry from the sun. my nails need to grow. my bangs need to grow. mccall needs to be here. i need to start getting more sleep.