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Do you ever have times where just everything pisses you off? I'm not talking about that specific time of the month where you become more volatile than usual (well, at least I do), but something will set you off, and then everything everyone does makes you unaccountably angry?
I am currently very annoyed. This is amplified by, as Fern calls it, "Aunt Flow". But my annoyance has been going on for a few weeks now, and the fact that I am annoyed all the time bugs me, so I become twice as annoyed and then cannot seem to function. I know the source of my frustration, but it is something I really can't do anything about. Talking about it has not helped ease my annoyance either. It just makes me so angry that I can get so frustrated over something so.....really insignificant, in the grand scheme of things.
The saddest thing is, I can hold a grudge. I mean, I can really hold a grudge - whether it be against a family member, friend or random person in the public. So now the fact I can't get over my annoyance is irking me, because I know most people would have said "whatever" by now and just moved on. And I CANNOT. And it's not for a lack of trying, either.
In conclusion,
1. I am very annoyed
2. I'm not sure that the thing that is annoying me warrants my level of annoyance
3. I want to get over it, but I'm not sure I can.
TL;DR = ANGSTANGSTANGST
I am currently very annoyed. This is amplified by, as Fern calls it, "Aunt Flow". But my annoyance has been going on for a few weeks now, and the fact that I am annoyed all the time bugs me, so I become twice as annoyed and then cannot seem to function. I know the source of my frustration, but it is something I really can't do anything about. Talking about it has not helped ease my annoyance either. It just makes me so angry that I can get so frustrated over something so.....really insignificant, in the grand scheme of things.
The saddest thing is, I can hold a grudge. I mean, I can really hold a grudge - whether it be against a family member, friend or random person in the public. So now the fact I can't get over my annoyance is irking me, because I know most people would have said "whatever" by now and just moved on. And I CANNOT. And it's not for a lack of trying, either.
In conclusion,
1. I am very annoyed
2. I'm not sure that the thing that is annoying me warrants my level of annoyance
3. I want to get over it, but I'm not sure I can.
TL;DR = ANGSTANGSTANGST