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today my dad basically told me my aunt is going to die soon.
shes doing terribly.
ive been thinking a lot lately about my biggest regrets. one of them is that i dont tihnk i have ever told my aunt i loved her. we dont do that in the lehman family. we dont say i love, we dont say i miss you, we dont express our feelings, we dont hug, we dont kiss. why is it like that?
why can i tell my aunt that i ove her and i dont see how i can go on without her. she is an amazing woman. what did she do, what did she smoke, what did she eat to have gotten this cancer. her whole life she has helped and cared for people less fortunate. why doe she have to die.
my uncle is coming down this weekend, is this his final goodbye? will i get to say goodbye? will i get to tell her i love her?
shes doing terribly.
ive been thinking a lot lately about my biggest regrets. one of them is that i dont tihnk i have ever told my aunt i loved her. we dont do that in the lehman family. we dont say i love, we dont say i miss you, we dont express our feelings, we dont hug, we dont kiss. why is it like that?
why can i tell my aunt that i ove her and i dont see how i can go on without her. she is an amazing woman. what did she do, what did she smoke, what did she eat to have gotten this cancer. her whole life she has helped and cared for people less fortunate. why doe she have to die.
my uncle is coming down this weekend, is this his final goodbye? will i get to say goodbye? will i get to tell her i love her?