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i'm sick of people doing shitty things to me. i am officially purging my life of all wrong doers.
i.e. Craig and Molly.
need i say more?
they are mean and selfish people. all i can say is that they lost a friend. they are nothing to me anymore. it seems harsh. and its not completly because my prom date hooked up with the prom slut, but because they did something mean. selfish. dishonorable. the list goes on.
i do not accept that
new note.
Turning over a new leaf.
my friend toni just came home from rehab today. i love her. she went to a rehab called "second life"...i think. and she camped under a tarp for 6 weeks. no shaving. no profanity. no cleanliness.
she has been purged of all the wrong doers, and the harm she inflicted on herself.
i am so proud of her.
she has an amazing outlook on life now. although she is still trying to settle into her "new" life. before she went to rehab she was killing herself and her family and anyone who loved her. i cant even imagine what she is going through. she cant see most of her friends. who werent really her friends because they just fed her addiction. she has a clean slate to work with. her fight is not over, and it never will be.
what the fuck do i do for mothers day. my mom is getting worse. i wish mothers day didnt exsist. its just a dumb hallmark holiday like most of the other dumb holidays. if you love your mom, express it more often, you dont know how lucky you are to have a her. i cant see that. good mothers dont make sense to me. i dont get good family relationships. i dont see how thats possible. just like it is impossible for me to picture my mom sober. so my outlet is to picture her worse.
i.e. Craig and Molly.
need i say more?
they are mean and selfish people. all i can say is that they lost a friend. they are nothing to me anymore. it seems harsh. and its not completly because my prom date hooked up with the prom slut, but because they did something mean. selfish. dishonorable. the list goes on.
i do not accept that
new note.
Turning over a new leaf.
my friend toni just came home from rehab today. i love her. she went to a rehab called "second life"...i think. and she camped under a tarp for 6 weeks. no shaving. no profanity. no cleanliness.
she has been purged of all the wrong doers, and the harm she inflicted on herself.
i am so proud of her.
she has an amazing outlook on life now. although she is still trying to settle into her "new" life. before she went to rehab she was killing herself and her family and anyone who loved her. i cant even imagine what she is going through. she cant see most of her friends. who werent really her friends because they just fed her addiction. she has a clean slate to work with. her fight is not over, and it never will be.
what the fuck do i do for mothers day. my mom is getting worse. i wish mothers day didnt exsist. its just a dumb hallmark holiday like most of the other dumb holidays. if you love your mom, express it more often, you dont know how lucky you are to have a her. i cant see that. good mothers dont make sense to me. i dont get good family relationships. i dont see how thats possible. just like it is impossible for me to picture my mom sober. so my outlet is to picture her worse.