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1. Prom is the word.
i finally asked Craig to prom. i already knew he wanted to go, but i had to ask him. but its dumb. i spent all last night with him, we slept in the same bed ad all of tody with him and i didnt ask him. but i just called him and was cute about it and he is really excited. and i said i would re-ask him in a totally "bro" way. with flowers and garages. im really happy. and im really happy that we are friends now.
2. Beau shmo
so i totally was nott feeling beau last night. i did not tihnk i looked good. i felt gross. and just ehh in general. o well. i didnt dance at all. but i spent quality time with friends and i bonded, made new friends, and set friendships up for next year. im pleased
3. after beau shmo
a few people came over to my house and we sat outside on my patio..i cant exress this enough. it was perfect. soo perfect. exactly what i needed. and thinking of that night will make me happy for a while. it was the most beautiful, warm breeze, stary night, and chillest night everr "bro."
but later that night, around 4, four of us went to my room and i pulled out another bed for two people and he slept with me. all in all, it was the cutest night in a while. everyone was sober, everyone was content, and we just talked. bbyo does that to you.
4. wine and dine, without the wine
to top it all off, i had dinner with my mom on friday with her friend. it was so nice. my mom has been getting better.
5. the hypothetical cherry on top
the weather is absolutely amazing. ive been outside everyday just laying in the grass. i feel so at home in my own life.
P.S. 6. civic duty
i feel so good about myself for giving back to my community and my jewish community. today i did j-serve and i went to the holocaust memorial and did some landscaping. it was a really beautiful thing to see teens giving back, it makes me feel so proud
i finally asked Craig to prom. i already knew he wanted to go, but i had to ask him. but its dumb. i spent all last night with him, we slept in the same bed ad all of tody with him and i didnt ask him. but i just called him and was cute about it and he is really excited. and i said i would re-ask him in a totally "bro" way. with flowers and garages. im really happy. and im really happy that we are friends now.
2. Beau shmo
so i totally was nott feeling beau last night. i did not tihnk i looked good. i felt gross. and just ehh in general. o well. i didnt dance at all. but i spent quality time with friends and i bonded, made new friends, and set friendships up for next year. im pleased
3. after beau shmo
a few people came over to my house and we sat outside on my patio..i cant exress this enough. it was perfect. soo perfect. exactly what i needed. and thinking of that night will make me happy for a while. it was the most beautiful, warm breeze, stary night, and chillest night everr "bro."
but later that night, around 4, four of us went to my room and i pulled out another bed for two people and he slept with me. all in all, it was the cutest night in a while. everyone was sober, everyone was content, and we just talked. bbyo does that to you.
4. wine and dine, without the wine
to top it all off, i had dinner with my mom on friday with her friend. it was so nice. my mom has been getting better.
5. the hypothetical cherry on top
the weather is absolutely amazing. ive been outside everyday just laying in the grass. i feel so at home in my own life.
P.S. 6. civic duty
i feel so good about myself for giving back to my community and my jewish community. today i did j-serve and i went to the holocaust memorial and did some landscaping. it was a really beautiful thing to see teens giving back, it makes me feel so proud