when my prayers don't work i use my hands.

[trippypeas]

I'm just super fucking sad. I was having such a good day and then it just got ruined. I can't stop crying and cleaning. Because when i'm upset i clean.

I'm not crazy. and i'm not a bitch. and i don't have to apologize for how i feel about anything.

SO IT GOES WITH OUT SAYING, I'M TAKING APPLICATIONS FOR NEW FRIENDS. ANYONE WANT TO BE FRIENDS WITH

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[visiblemarket]

:(

What happened?

[trippypeas]

THERE WAS AN INCIDENT A COUPLE OF MONTHS BACK
i was drunk and i jokingly punched my friend's boyfriend in the crotch. he slapped me in the face. we apologized to each other and i took a step back from them.

i don't feel super comfortable around him and when his friend asked what happened i told him and i said it wasn't a big deal but i wasn't super comfortable around him anymore. then the friend CUSSED ME OUT. And gave me some shit about butting into their relationship.

I called my friend and she said he was crazy and uncalled for and that i wasn't in the wrong and that i hadn't been bothering them

then today my close friend tried to start shit with me saying that i was over reacting and that i was ridiculous and i was like YOU DON'T GET TO TELL ME HOW I FEEL. And he started yelling so i hung up on him

[visiblemarket]

I'm so sorry. Maybe you all just need a little time apart to figure stuff out, but you definitely don't need to spend time around people who make you uncomfortable and anyone who doesn't get that should just shut up.

[trippypeas]

WHY IS IT THAT SO HARD? i was even like, if its a group event i can manage that. but not like one on one or small groups. jesus christ.

[visiblemarket]

People are just so weird. Like I don't get why they think certain things are their business when they're not, or why it's so hard to want your friends to be comfortable.

[trippypeas]

All the dudes are in an uproar and all the ladies are like 'WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU/"

[visiblemarket]

Men :(

*hugs*

[trippypeas]

so i guess i'm cutting some dudes out of my life.

*hugs* Thanks.