Riiiight
yea tom here. i guess things are ok with heather, i just stop caring sometimes because my cause seems rediculous some times. o well im sittin here listening to some music reminds me of old times, old good times, ever since Augest 5th, 2002 hit, (first day of band camp) i knew something wasn't right. everything and everyone changed and it wasn't for the good. life has to be better than this, yes i am sad and depressed, and i shouldn't because i am healthy u know, im sure if god decided to change that that i would be much satisfied with how things were before. i should just accept how things are, but how can i do that when im so not happy with them...? :( i guess ill just keep waiting for that big break, that one girl who can put a smile on my face even if i was just hit by a car, or some happiness, i just don't know anymore.....