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hey there kids. been a while. how's life?
update: life is good. I'm happy (though a tiny bit tired + headachey)_
don't know what to do with my life.....still... i really would like some financial security. i think it would be really nice if i went to the store, saw something i either needed, or just really wanted, and was able to buy it then and there. not wait until i get paid. not wait until i take back cans. I need some gas? i'll go get some gas. i want a pack of cigs instaed of making them for a few days, well, i just go out and buy a pack of cigs...and not the cheap kind. but no. i don't see myself getting out of this shitty financial situation for a while. though i migh just hurry my way through school, spend a year working full time, then go do whatev...probably grad school. but even that probably wouldn't help. i really wonder sometimes if i'll ever be financially secure. i wonder if i'll ever have a decently paying job. i wonder if i'll be able to not spend all my money on random shit all the time. i'll never stop buying books, cds, records, dvds, etc... and i wonder how much money i'll be able to save for "rainy days."
it is reassuring though, that i'll never have kids. they're just a drain on you. i've got my life, i don't want to give it to someone else. (joking...thats not the real reason i don't want kids). but regardless of the reason, i'm getting a vasectomy as soon i can afford one.
by the way, my girlfriend rocks like the rolling stones rock. which is to say: very badass-ly
update: life is good. I'm happy (though a tiny bit tired + headachey)_
don't know what to do with my life.....still... i really would like some financial security. i think it would be really nice if i went to the store, saw something i either needed, or just really wanted, and was able to buy it then and there. not wait until i get paid. not wait until i take back cans. I need some gas? i'll go get some gas. i want a pack of cigs instaed of making them for a few days, well, i just go out and buy a pack of cigs...and not the cheap kind. but no. i don't see myself getting out of this shitty financial situation for a while. though i migh just hurry my way through school, spend a year working full time, then go do whatev...probably grad school. but even that probably wouldn't help. i really wonder sometimes if i'll ever be financially secure. i wonder if i'll ever have a decently paying job. i wonder if i'll be able to not spend all my money on random shit all the time. i'll never stop buying books, cds, records, dvds, etc... and i wonder how much money i'll be able to save for "rainy days."
it is reassuring though, that i'll never have kids. they're just a drain on you. i've got my life, i don't want to give it to someone else. (joking...thats not the real reason i don't want kids). but regardless of the reason, i'm getting a vasectomy as soon i can afford one.
by the way, my girlfriend rocks like the rolling stones rock. which is to say: very badass-ly