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6 more exams and im done school.. thank bloody hell...
things are crazy now... i dont htink im getting an apartment any more... so im still homeless and if i cant find one before school starts again in januaury im gonna take a yera off i guess...
blah
why couldnt things just be easy for once...
i puked a lot on saturday i hear.. i dont remember.. it was nice to finally get so drunk that i couldnt remember anything... cept when you wake up covered in vomit... meh... maybe i had a good time... alcohol isn good to mix with the meds but i didnt take them for the past couple days cause i forget a lot now... so hard to remember things these days
no need to remember anything
easier to forget
im tired and i wanna go to bed but i cant... i hate being stuck here for so long... jenns class isnt done till 4:15... i was done at 10:30.. so im just sitting here...
my digital camera is quite nice... but the battery died today.. so i have to recharge them... and i want to finally have my computer again.. i hate being without it.. i hate being without everything... im so sick of suitcases... bloody suitcases... i want a bed to sleep in
i want to use my mp3 player... meh.. i need my computer... so many new toys to make myself feel good... its weird how i still think about buying things for him... getting christmas presents and shit... so many good presents out this year he would like... theres a homie play set at walmart... i would get in trouble if i sent it though... but i miss that stuff... i miss it all in a way, but i dont remember any of it very well any more... not supposed to talk about it
i wish i could go see zion.. i hadnt really thought about missing him till today.. sigh... i sold my snake last night... if i dont get that apartment then i might have to give zion up... i havent even been able to keep him since the start of october already... its been 2 months now.... drake keeps me busy, but hes not as cuddly as zion was... and hes not him...
too much thinking... my tummy hurts and i want to lay down.. i hate driving so much and i hate having to wait for so long just so i dont have to sleep in my car... blah... i need a place to live soon
things are crazy now... i dont htink im getting an apartment any more... so im still homeless and if i cant find one before school starts again in januaury im gonna take a yera off i guess...
blah
why couldnt things just be easy for once...
i puked a lot on saturday i hear.. i dont remember.. it was nice to finally get so drunk that i couldnt remember anything... cept when you wake up covered in vomit... meh... maybe i had a good time... alcohol isn good to mix with the meds but i didnt take them for the past couple days cause i forget a lot now... so hard to remember things these days
no need to remember anything
easier to forget
im tired and i wanna go to bed but i cant... i hate being stuck here for so long... jenns class isnt done till 4:15... i was done at 10:30.. so im just sitting here...
my digital camera is quite nice... but the battery died today.. so i have to recharge them... and i want to finally have my computer again.. i hate being without it.. i hate being without everything... im so sick of suitcases... bloody suitcases... i want a bed to sleep in
i want to use my mp3 player... meh.. i need my computer... so many new toys to make myself feel good... its weird how i still think about buying things for him... getting christmas presents and shit... so many good presents out this year he would like... theres a homie play set at walmart... i would get in trouble if i sent it though... but i miss that stuff... i miss it all in a way, but i dont remember any of it very well any more... not supposed to talk about it
i wish i could go see zion.. i hadnt really thought about missing him till today.. sigh... i sold my snake last night... if i dont get that apartment then i might have to give zion up... i havent even been able to keep him since the start of october already... its been 2 months now.... drake keeps me busy, but hes not as cuddly as zion was... and hes not him...
too much thinking... my tummy hurts and i want to lay down.. i hate driving so much and i hate having to wait for so long just so i dont have to sleep in my car... blah... i need a place to live soon