it's always you in my big dreams
I had the most bizarro dreams... probably because I set my alarm clock for 10:30, but didn't actually drag my butt out of bed until 12:45 or so...
One particularly bugged me. Involved a boy that I never wanted to see, hear from, or think about ever again. He was all... being the way he is, and invading my personal space, and just generally trying to crack the whole ice shield I put up. She was there... she was there, and saw everything, and still didn't believe that it happened. Which confused the heck out of me. (She being another friend of mine.) Also confused me that we were theoretically in her room.... but she doesn't go to my college. And I didn't actually have a room to go to. Which isn't that weird, considering my current college rooming status (abysmal).
I went to type "You know, I don't even know why he was in my head, I don't particularly remember talking about him or thinking about him yesterday," but now I remember. In the van, on the way back from Allentown. Mom mentioned him. I went on a tirade, laughed, and it was over.
So, yes. Allentown. I saw Topher yesterday for the first time in ENTIRELY too long. It was lovely... we went to lunch at Ruby Tuesday's with my mother (hey, she was the reason I ended up in Allentown yesterday anyway... she had to find some high school she has to take a test at for college.), I gave him a mix cd for his birthday (so cliche, but so fun =D), and we just kinda hung out and talked for a bit.
I really don't feel like working this evening... but, then again, I didn't feel like working last night, and it was all for the best. Besides, I have a paycheck waiting at Pizza Slut, and I still have my bowling alley paycheck in my purse, so by tomorrow morning, when I can put them both in the bank, I'll be a rich woman. Bwahahaha. That is, until I make another payment on my credit card. Or until my insurance bill comes, which it should, soon. OI VEY. I hate the treadmill-style of keeping up with everything.
Oh well. Time to go make myself productive... ha ha...
One particularly bugged me. Involved a boy that I never wanted to see, hear from, or think about ever again. He was all... being the way he is, and invading my personal space, and just generally trying to crack the whole ice shield I put up. She was there... she was there, and saw everything, and still didn't believe that it happened. Which confused the heck out of me. (She being another friend of mine.) Also confused me that we were theoretically in her room.... but she doesn't go to my college. And I didn't actually have a room to go to. Which isn't that weird, considering my current college rooming status (abysmal).
I went to type "You know, I don't even know why he was in my head, I don't particularly remember talking about him or thinking about him yesterday," but now I remember. In the van, on the way back from Allentown. Mom mentioned him. I went on a tirade, laughed, and it was over.
So, yes. Allentown. I saw Topher yesterday for the first time in ENTIRELY too long. It was lovely... we went to lunch at Ruby Tuesday's with my mother (hey, she was the reason I ended up in Allentown yesterday anyway... she had to find some high school she has to take a test at for college.), I gave him a mix cd for his birthday (so cliche, but so fun =D), and we just kinda hung out and talked for a bit.
I really don't feel like working this evening... but, then again, I didn't feel like working last night, and it was all for the best. Besides, I have a paycheck waiting at Pizza Slut, and I still have my bowling alley paycheck in my purse, so by tomorrow morning, when I can put them both in the bank, I'll be a rich woman. Bwahahaha. That is, until I make another payment on my credit card. Or until my insurance bill comes, which it should, soon. OI VEY. I hate the treadmill-style of keeping up with everything.
Oh well. Time to go make myself productive... ha ha...