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yay! bobby's coming home tonight. can't wait. i don't like talking to merrick during the day. he's always so distracted. i know that he has other things in his life, but i don't know. we had a big talk last night about how he's not as sweet anymore. and he thought i was breaking up with him. i don't know things are at a standstill right now. i don't think we're going anywhere at the moment. grr...i don't know. i love him, but he's so different when he's around other people and i'm not there. i don't know. grrr... my mom is saying she's not going to let me move. i asked her what she thought she could do to stop me. and i told her that if she tried to go through the courts(knowing i have every right to move according to the law) just to be a bitch, then i would make sure that she had NOTHING to do with my life for a while. if she tries to go through all of that to keep me somewhere i don't want to be, somewhere i'm not happy...grrr...anywho, she thinks that the only reason i wanta move is because of merrick.merrick IS a plus, but i'm not obsessed. i'm moving because of my brother and my dad and the happiness that i always have in mississippi. and she's a horrible mother. sure she takes care of me, but not in the way, that at my age, i need to be taken care of. she completely ignores me. she's so wrapped up in her new house. it's beautiful, but i hate that house. it's her stupid accomplishment. grrr....