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damn shit fuck what, cursing doesnt make me an adult. i talked to cunt last and that was very much fun i was sad when she had to go. woke up this morning for absolutely no reason so it seems. i had nothing to do all day, i actually watched some daytime shows and i cant remember totally, but i think i also watched a soap, but that could have been yesterday. i was so bored today i decided to go to pleasures and hang out there. i watched the island of doctor moruea, i think thats how you spell it, anyways i watched that and some documentary on john holmes, for those who dont know who that is, he is the guy that boogie nights was about, he had a 14 inch dick, and fucked over 10,000 women. i would say the correct amount but in the documentary there was some confusion about it, there was a few different people that said different amount. i got hungry walked to subway and that was good. while i was there kelly told me he'd do some work on me so i got more tattoo work done. it looks good, god im bored. i miss amanda.
Overly enthused, easily confused. Do you really even have to ask, why you feel so, why you feel so used? Common obligations, common complications. She said to me in the dark, that it was just like suicide and that you really don't want to die but you've said it so many times. Like a musical trend you see it as a phase. Predictable film with a forgettable end. Why does boy meet girl leave me feeling ripped off? The police have been tipped off. Following a trail of denial they've all got my file, saying send worry in for the knock-off, guilt for the cleanup. You say keep your chin up. Here we are in the open air. The glow of our godless season, we're fighting for no reason we both want the same things. And its just like suicide, I really don't want to die, but we've been through this so many times. Its just like suicide, I really don't want to die, but the choice ain't mine.
Overly enthused, easily confused. Do you really even have to ask, why you feel so, why you feel so used? Common obligations, common complications. She said to me in the dark, that it was just like suicide and that you really don't want to die but you've said it so many times. Like a musical trend you see it as a phase. Predictable film with a forgettable end. Why does boy meet girl leave me feeling ripped off? The police have been tipped off. Following a trail of denial they've all got my file, saying send worry in for the knock-off, guilt for the cleanup. You say keep your chin up. Here we are in the open air. The glow of our godless season, we're fighting for no reason we both want the same things. And its just like suicide, I really don't want to die, but we've been through this so many times. Its just like suicide, I really don't want to die, but the choice ain't mine.