This is why my hopes stay low
So... Trish is maneuvering herself in between my sister and us again. Basically, as a surprise for my birthday and my mom, my sister Nicole had planned on coming up on the 16th and moving back here from her EX girlfriends home in Chicago.
Now, you got to understand something about Nicole and her ex girlfriend, Trish. My sister is a person with low self esteem. Trish is a person who feeds off of this. My mom will say something and Trish will twist it around and make it sound like something else. When Nicole moved there (two years ago yesterday) she basically cut off all contacts with her family, and people she'd been friends with for 20 years, for a manipulative little girl.
Well, in October of last year they broke up. And yet, Nicole is still there, living with Trish and her family. Well, Trish gets knocked up by her ex boyfriend. She's 4 or 5 months pregnant now. My sister does EVERYTHING for her even though they've broken up. Takes her to appointments, pays fo all the baby stuff... Trish bitches to Nicole about how mean her ex boyfriend is to her to get Nicole upset, basically to make sure Nicole still cares.
Now I love my sister. I love her to DEATH. When she left i was broken. She was my best friend in the world and the person i was closest with, and it hurt that she picked Trish over me (it felt that way when she made no effort to keep in contact).
Okay.. so.. what's going on now is that Nicole talks to her best friend who lives here, Kristi, and says she wants to come back home. Kristi buys Nicole a 1-way ticket back here, 2 days before my birthday. It's supposed to be a surprise for me and my mom and my family. So then Trish finds out and talks to Kristi, saying that Nicole has been telling her that she changed her mind and doesn't want to move. Kristi asks to talk to Nicole and Trish says she's out with her brother, Michael. Trish's brother is a fucking coke head, so i don't really think that Nicole would be at a party with him after she quit doing drugs, and drinking. Well, so Trish ties up the phone line and the computer so we can't get ahold of Nicole.
I refuse to get my hopes up about her coming back. I just don't want to be hurt. I don't hate people, but Trish. I want her to die by my hands. It's my fucking 16th birthday, the greatest present will be my sister coming home. That bitch stole my sister away from me. She's not going to fucking stop her from coming back.
Now, you got to understand something about Nicole and her ex girlfriend, Trish. My sister is a person with low self esteem. Trish is a person who feeds off of this. My mom will say something and Trish will twist it around and make it sound like something else. When Nicole moved there (two years ago yesterday) she basically cut off all contacts with her family, and people she'd been friends with for 20 years, for a manipulative little girl.
Well, in October of last year they broke up. And yet, Nicole is still there, living with Trish and her family. Well, Trish gets knocked up by her ex boyfriend. She's 4 or 5 months pregnant now. My sister does EVERYTHING for her even though they've broken up. Takes her to appointments, pays fo all the baby stuff... Trish bitches to Nicole about how mean her ex boyfriend is to her to get Nicole upset, basically to make sure Nicole still cares.
Now I love my sister. I love her to DEATH. When she left i was broken. She was my best friend in the world and the person i was closest with, and it hurt that she picked Trish over me (it felt that way when she made no effort to keep in contact).
Okay.. so.. what's going on now is that Nicole talks to her best friend who lives here, Kristi, and says she wants to come back home. Kristi buys Nicole a 1-way ticket back here, 2 days before my birthday. It's supposed to be a surprise for me and my mom and my family. So then Trish finds out and talks to Kristi, saying that Nicole has been telling her that she changed her mind and doesn't want to move. Kristi asks to talk to Nicole and Trish says she's out with her brother, Michael. Trish's brother is a fucking coke head, so i don't really think that Nicole would be at a party with him after she quit doing drugs, and drinking. Well, so Trish ties up the phone line and the computer so we can't get ahold of Nicole.
I refuse to get my hopes up about her coming back. I just don't want to be hurt. I don't hate people, but Trish. I want her to die by my hands. It's my fucking 16th birthday, the greatest present will be my sister coming home. That bitch stole my sister away from me. She's not going to fucking stop her from coming back.