Jun 30, 2004 16:32
I watch how the moon
Sits in the sky on a dark night
Shining with the light from the sun
The sun doesn't give the light to the moon
Assuming the moon's gonna owe it one
It makes me think of how you act to me
Do favors, then rapidly
Just turn around and start asking me
About things you want back from me
I'm sick of the tension
Sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like i owe you this
Find another place to feed your greed
While I find a place to rest
I wanna be in another place
I hate when you say
You don't understand
(You'll see its not meant to be)
I wanna be in the energy
Not with the enemy
A place for my head...
Maybe someday I'll be just like you
And step on people like you do
And run away from all the people
I thought i knew
I remember back then who i thought you were
You used to be calm, used to be strong
Used to be generous, but you shoulda known
That you'd wear out your welcome
And now you see how quiet it is all alone
You try to take the best of me
Go away
I just looked down, and i realized... I have scabs on my inner thighs. Hmmm... I have no idea how in the hell those got there. Weird. My heads in a weird place. Trish is pregnant, my sister is ruining her life for some hopeful yet sad attempt for love. God i hate people. I had my relationship ripped apart last night for no fucking reason. With everything else going on, it hit me hard and i cried for like an hour. But of course, without being thoughtful at all, the continued to tell me how awful Tino is and what a sick man he must be... How I'm a fool for risking his life and mine for some "childish crush"... Just stab me now, alright?