"oh, oh I'll Believe You When...."
Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm so it's been like 5747548678 years since I last updated so I feel it be necessary to post a new lj entry. By the looks of my last update counter I haven't updated since before school started, which is not surprising because I've been lazy. I haven't had much motivation to post a half way decent entry. Basically a lot has changed since the same time last year. My group of friends has greatly narrowed and idk if I like that or not. I don't talk to Valerie, Elisabeth, and Becca any more. I hardly talk to Bobbi or Ryan or Deana anymore. I'm beginning to slowly lose contact with Cori and Ariana. However I see Socha like every day and I see and talk to Jess quite frequently and I see Cathy everyday of my life. I kind of want to hang out with people who I barely see or talk to anymore, for a change of things. However winter makes things like that hard to do.
The thing I hate about winter is everything seems to go by slowly, and nothing new seems to happen. No one really does anything new and it's the same old thing. Every day seems like a repeat of the day before it. School and work are in full fling so everyone is stuck doing the same old routine day in and day out. Summer on the other hand is full of outings and ventures. No day is nearly the same there is so much to do. Swimming, outdoor concerts, TATS, Darien Lake, The beach, Fantasy Island, creek walking, the drive-in, picnics, bonfires; among other things. There is much more opportunity to interact with a larger group of people. Enough of my summer rant let me bring you up to speed.
Winter has made me very depressed. I know I've talked about it a lot last year but I'm beginning to feel the effects. Money problems, friend problems, self-esteem problems, family problems, and relationships issues are all taking a toll as well as stress issues. I really have no need to go into much detail but anyone who knows me knows how I feel most of the time.
Basically I spend a lot of my free time watching law & order, downloading music, hanging with Socha and/or Cathy, hanging at mcdonalds or tim hortons, or even Ariana's house on occasion. Also I go out with my father to watch hockey games at bars, drive around randomly, drive out to the crotch (rochester), and scour the malls. The same old winter formula but there isn't much else to do.
Aside from that I have 3 classes on monday & wednesday; 2 classes on friday; and 1 class on tuesdays & thursdays. I also work roughly 20 hours a week usually on tuesdays or thursday, fridays, saturdays, and sundays. Ir's been pretty routine there isn't much else to say.
There have been some memorable moments though....
Like me flipping out at Snowball because I was being pulled back and forth between people and it was just all overwhelming. I basically broke down and went all out, and ended up coming home early.
Also the trip we took to Toronto to see Matchbox Twenty. Socha, Margaret, and I went. It was pretty fun but utterly confusing. Basically I was going into the blind trying to figure my way around Toronto but we made it home alive thank god. I also worked from 2:40 until 5:40 in the morning that same day.
Our drive out to Rochester for no apparent reason when we just went to the mall, not to pick up cathy or anything.
Cathy moved into my house with me because she is having problems with her own family, until she finds her own apartment more likely then not in the summer.
that's all I can think of right now but I'm sure there are some more.
What to look forward too.....
Sloppy Shinanigans is March 15th which should prove to be an interesting and drunken affair.
Socha & I are going to Cleveland the 27th to the Rock 'N Roll Hall Of Fame.
My birthday of course April 7th.
Elisabeth's wedding on April 12th. I would never believe she would be the first of my friends to ever get married.
Maybe going with Cori to visit her boyfriend if we ever plan a date.
Going to New York City for a few days in the summer to camp.
That's all to this point. Everything I'll take day by day.
There are a few things I want to do...
Hang Out with Cori
Hang Out with Deana
Hang Out or at the very least talk to Valerie and Desire and Becca
Get Drunk
Go to a random party
do something out of the ordinary
make the best i-pod ever.
Go to more concerts specifically Tom Petty, maybe Tim Mcgraw, and whom ever else is coming this summer who is affordable
I hope that this an adequate lj post until the next time I feel the need to post. Anyways I hope that winter get's its ass out of here and nicer weather is upon us shortly -sigh- if only it could be summer again....
The thing I hate about winter is everything seems to go by slowly, and nothing new seems to happen. No one really does anything new and it's the same old thing. Every day seems like a repeat of the day before it. School and work are in full fling so everyone is stuck doing the same old routine day in and day out. Summer on the other hand is full of outings and ventures. No day is nearly the same there is so much to do. Swimming, outdoor concerts, TATS, Darien Lake, The beach, Fantasy Island, creek walking, the drive-in, picnics, bonfires; among other things. There is much more opportunity to interact with a larger group of people. Enough of my summer rant let me bring you up to speed.
Winter has made me very depressed. I know I've talked about it a lot last year but I'm beginning to feel the effects. Money problems, friend problems, self-esteem problems, family problems, and relationships issues are all taking a toll as well as stress issues. I really have no need to go into much detail but anyone who knows me knows how I feel most of the time.
Basically I spend a lot of my free time watching law & order, downloading music, hanging with Socha and/or Cathy, hanging at mcdonalds or tim hortons, or even Ariana's house on occasion. Also I go out with my father to watch hockey games at bars, drive around randomly, drive out to the crotch (rochester), and scour the malls. The same old winter formula but there isn't much else to do.
Aside from that I have 3 classes on monday & wednesday; 2 classes on friday; and 1 class on tuesdays & thursdays. I also work roughly 20 hours a week usually on tuesdays or thursday, fridays, saturdays, and sundays. Ir's been pretty routine there isn't much else to say.
There have been some memorable moments though....
Like me flipping out at Snowball because I was being pulled back and forth between people and it was just all overwhelming. I basically broke down and went all out, and ended up coming home early.
Also the trip we took to Toronto to see Matchbox Twenty. Socha, Margaret, and I went. It was pretty fun but utterly confusing. Basically I was going into the blind trying to figure my way around Toronto but we made it home alive thank god. I also worked from 2:40 until 5:40 in the morning that same day.
Our drive out to Rochester for no apparent reason when we just went to the mall, not to pick up cathy or anything.
Cathy moved into my house with me because she is having problems with her own family, until she finds her own apartment more likely then not in the summer.
that's all I can think of right now but I'm sure there are some more.
What to look forward too.....
Sloppy Shinanigans is March 15th which should prove to be an interesting and drunken affair.
Socha & I are going to Cleveland the 27th to the Rock 'N Roll Hall Of Fame.
My birthday of course April 7th.
Elisabeth's wedding on April 12th. I would never believe she would be the first of my friends to ever get married.
Maybe going with Cori to visit her boyfriend if we ever plan a date.
Going to New York City for a few days in the summer to camp.
That's all to this point. Everything I'll take day by day.
There are a few things I want to do...
Hang Out with Cori
Hang Out with Deana
Hang Out or at the very least talk to Valerie and Desire and Becca
Get Drunk
Go to a random party
do something out of the ordinary
make the best i-pod ever.
Go to more concerts specifically Tom Petty, maybe Tim Mcgraw, and whom ever else is coming this summer who is affordable
I hope that this an adequate lj post until the next time I feel the need to post. Anyways I hope that winter get's its ass out of here and nicer weather is upon us shortly -sigh- if only it could be summer again....