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Is it sad that I can't wait to go to work? I think today is the only day I've ever thought that. The reason being is there is soo much shit on my mind right now that it's killing me and I need an escape. There's no one to talk to, and no where to go, and work always tends to distract me.
I wish Cathy would call me. :-( she's out somewhere with Jess and hasn't called me since 11 and really didn't give me any details either. I texted her and called her and she has yet to call me.
Idk what else to say....
I don't want anything for christmas so don't buy me anything. I don't deserve anything. Also I don't have any money to buy anyone else anything either.
Why do I agree to things and do things for people and do all these favors without letting it be known how I feel about it? I guess I get it from my dad, he's the same way with most things.
idk, I wish I could christmas shop for people but I don't have any money I'm still trying to recover from losing the weeks worth of pay.
I filled out a worker's comp sheet, idk if it'll do any good but we'll see.
I really need something to calm my nerves. I don't have anything to do that though :-(
I wish Cathy would call me. :-( she's out somewhere with Jess and hasn't called me since 11 and really didn't give me any details either. I texted her and called her and she has yet to call me.
Idk what else to say....
I don't want anything for christmas so don't buy me anything. I don't deserve anything. Also I don't have any money to buy anyone else anything either.
Why do I agree to things and do things for people and do all these favors without letting it be known how I feel about it? I guess I get it from my dad, he's the same way with most things.
idk, I wish I could christmas shop for people but I don't have any money I'm still trying to recover from losing the weeks worth of pay.
I filled out a worker's comp sheet, idk if it'll do any good but we'll see.
I really need something to calm my nerves. I don't have anything to do that though :-(